Writing down my journey..

Time flies really fast. Thinking back, 365 days has just passed. It has been a great year for me. with many ups and downs, and also more happy memories. At the first quarter of the year, it was a nightmare. I lost a lot of my good friends, after a 11 days taiwan trip in december, i seem to be drifted apart from my good friends i had made in secondary school. Realising that who are truly my friends, and moving on in life. Shuyu introduced to work at this place, australian restaurant, Moomba where the manager is so cute that love to pick on me always, but not cute enough. At the same time, working with laykheng, jing han and packston. Soon, packston introduced me to this surveyor job where i met this good boss, amelyn. The survey is about interviewing the disabled people, hence hospital visits are very frequent for that 2 months. Soon, another nightmare came, where i collected my o level results, with a score of only L1R4 16. I cried on that day, a lot of thoughts were running in my head

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER ------------------------------------- Laylabloom : Haha! live, okay, funny (: anw thanks for visiting my blog often, Merry Christmas. Sihui : Merry Christmas too (: heather : Okay xiao bai. SF : haha, i more pro than u de la, u dunno only XD Ariane : Heya tu di! PS to say the drunk thing. anw...where u get my blog link? orh hor! u stalker! 3.6gpa! haha! iRiS : Merry Merry Merry Christmas (:

Merry Christmas to me, me and me. and everyone (: Every year's christmas are always a spectacular for me. This time round, during the eve, went moomba with shuyu, lay kheng and jia mei to have a dinner. The food there is simply delicious, even shangri la hotel also cant compete. Next, wei lun came my house to ton with tidbits and 2 big bottles of carlsberg. Wah, really shiok, but started talking nonsense when i dj on habbosoup. Soon, wen jie and desmond came to join in the fun. We had some christmas exchange. And i am real tired now, only slept 4 hours ytd, from 8am to 12pm. Even though it was fun, but.. i know its not as fun as it happened 2 years ago, when everything was in a fantasy. ------------------------------------- I dunno why its so hard, its not easy, I feel weird when i dun see you online, The feeling is suffocating me. I hear a crack inside my heart.

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER ----------------------------------- Jie : Random pic lo, jus to take my hair yo. Nicole : yes, its outside my room. lol, not bad ar you. Laylabloom : Huh what thing live? Si hui : Okay, pls vomit out, but not on me (: Nicole : next time u wanna advertise, tell me la, i make one post big big for you, anyway is ur code wrong, u never close the code. iRiS : Next monday, u will see XD Marcus : Sorry la, liang jie one is so chio pls. Jaslyn : Hello kukujas, told u le, next year, ur birthday is a leap year. LOL. No present. ----------------------------------- Okay 6 days leaving this blog alone, showing how busy was i, not about studies, but habbosoup. Planning for radio shows and teaching the new trials, resulting me sleeping later than 3am everyday. Just had a dj session with doelee today. Me and Jocelyn planned for real long, and it did paid off, listeners more than 150, making the radio over populated. Love everyone who tuned in, HabboSoup is improving weekly, i gue

" Time flies super fast when you just realise what you want and what you want to do from the start once again. We may want to rewind time back, to change things we have wanted to change. But, what has passed, has passed. We can only wish for a better future, a new tomorrow. Dont hold back, stay there. Move with time, and try to catch up with it. Who knows? You may find something new while you are at it. " i dunno if this is for me, but this definitely suits my situation. some bitter tear drops down when i read it. But this would definitely be the last few drops for you. I really learnt a lot things from this relationship and you. Once again, thank you (:

8 more days to christmas , excited~ Did a radio show on souphub with appledoe. A fun session with her, and also hitting a peak listeners rate of 92. Hitting records and records, Next tues session with doelee, will be aiming for a 3 digit listeners rate.. I am really drained, after the december events, its time to focus on my studies 100%, and also giving my last bit of breath to HabboSoup running. Every december, i will tend to lose some good friends. I guess i really need to work on showing more concern to my friends. ---------------------------------- And if you are wondering how my pathetic hair looks like after i cut, here is it. Dun laugh, I know i look pathetic ugly on pic, jio me out to see me LIVE XD

After 362 days, Finally met nikki. Quite shock though that she told me nearly everything this afternoon and we met up in the evening today. lol. Walked around and chill and walk around again and chill. She dun mind walking around sia. lol. Cos parkway parade doesnt have much entertainment, so its all about walk and eat. If i stay there, i will definitely be fatter than now. LOL. We went home at around 8.30pm. Really very happy to see her, thank you for letting me know (: -------------------------------------------- Oh ya! I CUT MY HAIR! XD

Couple of good news! Had squash training on thursday, coach wasnt here, but his son was here. His son is Singapore No. 1 squash player. Talented seh. A pleasure to coach by him too. Though he is a guy, but his name is called Vivian. Weird, but, i guess that name makes him talented somehow. haha. Played a match with him, Learn couple of things from him, I have to improve on my strokes, Cos i am using too much of table tennis strokes. thats what he said. Erm, definitely a good thing if he is our permanent coach. Oh well but i guess we will be stuck with coach badri after next week. ---------------------------------------- Just finish Effective writing presentation today, I cant seem to find back my tone and confidence fully. I know my standard drop, really need to get back, but anyway, really a relief after completing it. --------------------------------------- DJ on habbosoup.net Uncle & Aunty WIFI talkshow 8pm to 10pm, every friday. dj with ah ma Inamojo , we are really great part

Busy with projects. Though one down, after chionging till 4am yesterday. I need sleep! Three more, Marketing, Macro & Effective writing. Busy with HabboSoup. Seriously not easy to manage people. When i am doing 3 roles at the same time. Admin, Head of DJ, Programmer. Do support, its the best radio in habbo -> www.habbosoup.net I may not blog often. Thankyou for those who came back to check on my blog for the past few days but was disappointed for not seeing a new post. I will come back to my air-lex. 3 more days to 2 weeks Holiday. 16 days more to Christmas. Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells. Santa Claus is coming to my house~

Out with whatever peeps on 6th dec, a gathering of around 10 pple, to celebrate xue yao's birthday which is on 10th december. First, Met xueyao, wenjie, jieyi, desmond at cityhall. Headed down to kbox @ marina. Soon, pple start coming, 1) Reen, 2) Ray, 3) Lynette, 4) Ferdy, 5) Jerz & Bf Sing Sing Sing from 2 to 7. And zhu xiao mei kept pinching on my cheeks, its still pain now. Haven been hearing from lynette for quite some time too, and was surprised that she was here today. We also had a mini singing competition, and those who cant pass xueyao de standard then gonna drink a MIXED drink with coke,potato chips,tidbits,pineapple and more! We bought a cake and gave him a surprise, he said the cake was nice (: We went to have dinner at Han's and then go to esplanade roof terrace to hang around after meeting melvin. Soon, it was 9.30pm, and its.. Home Sweet Home. Oh ya! Sihui! Have fun at penang! (:

Before i start blogging, Huici need help for statistic survey, 100 surveys, take less than 1 min. Link here : http://www.surveymonkey.com/s.aspx?sm=HzyZfjvyo785oF7oe6gxMw_3d_3d Thank you in advance yo. ------------------------------------------------- DBM option day talk. 4 options to specialise in year 2, Human Resource Management, Retail Management, Customer Relationship Management, Supply Chain Management. Which one to choose? Retail and Customer Relationship sounded interesting today and of cos, able to get a place in university after diploma, this sounds cool, but looking at the negative side, retail is workaholic and no rest on p.h , Customer relationship is like starhub, i cant tahan that job for long. So.. I am still thinking.. Erm.. Most imptly, work hard for sem 2 first. I am getting back on track bit by bit, Aiming for a gpa of 3.6 and above. Jia you Alex!

My life is now packed with questions. Will i do well for my acc test? Will i be able to get a good grade for stats project? Can i meet up the expectation for my stats presentation next week? Am i able to hit at least a gpa of 3.5 this semester? Why it seems to me that no one is concern about group projects? Which option should i choose next year? Should i still continue piano cca? it crashes with my timetable. Is there any dj on Souphub radio right now? How many listeners are there now? Can we hit back to the 40 to 60 listeners rate like last time? How do i improve the listeners rate? Am i a good leader? Am i the major blame for recent staffs who left? Are there enough staffs for this sunday dj application? Are we able to recruit talents this time round? Is Jocelyn going to leave soon after december? If she leave, should i too? There are more, but its personal, so i will just keep it to myself. And i am spending at least 3 hours on HabboSoup each day, more than 15 hours per week withou

Anyway, Yesterday, I woke up late at 7.50am when sch starts at 8am and the latest i can tap my card is 8.10am So i took cab and it costs me over $10, Pain, but oh well, bo bian. When i reach sch, Charmaine surprised me with a ROYCE Chocolate! it a present for my birthday last tuesday. THANK YOU BUDDY! (: Didnt know she will buy, thot she will ask me out for lunch instead, cos the previous night, she asked me. " Alex, where are you going after school tml? " and i thot she jio-ing me out. lol. The reason why she asked that was bcos the chocolate will melt after 5 hours, thats why i have to go home straight after school to keep it in my freezer. Anyway THANKS CHARMAINE! XDD Really appreciate it, i haven tried this royce chocolate before, think i will be keeping it for long until.. One day really cant resist the temptation then eat (:

Hey yo, I was given a certificate for entering the director list(top15%) for the previous semester, Its a recognition and tis definitely will push me more in doing better in my studies, But before i receive the cert, I got a bad news, I gotten 36/50 for my marketing individual project and thats not satisfying enough for me. But a good news to happy about, received Effective writing test result last week, gotten 32/40, 2nd in class, Most importantly, got an A for it! Though its unbelieveable but this will definitely push me more on and give me hope of getting an A for this module at the end of the semester. Alright, next few weeks, i will be busy, projs,projs,projs,test. and test= account test, Needa work hard, But i have been spending lots of time on HabboSoup too, things are turning better and better in terms of supporters, however, our staffs are decreasing in number, erm.. time to introduce secret weapon? HS staffs, let the party begin!

Went out with S & Y today. L have to give tuition at night. Met Shuyu and Yimei at Somerset, Yimei needa fill a form for the cosmetic job. Then walked around for window shopping. Yimei kept going to those skin and cosmetic shops, which obviously i know nth about it. lol. Bought a new urban male slipper with straps, wanted to buy that since few months ago and finally bought it, thanks yimei for ur 20% discount! XD I guess she is quite upset cos normally she isnt like this, Cheer up yimei! (:

BLOGSHOP ADVERTISEMENT FOR MY FRIEND, NIC. http://csquarelove.blogspot.com/ If u have some cash now and would like to spend some on clothes & accessories, or if you want to see cute & pretty mei mei, visit the link above. lol. ------------------------------------- I understand how tough it is to manage people. Management, learning this word in my life now. They left, The stronger we will get. GET BACK HABBOSOUP!

I am super upset, disappointed and stressed up. I have accounts test next week, 2 projects on hand currently. Other than that, The thing that made me upset and disappointed is that.. HabboSoup DJs are leaving. WHY? I just took over 2 weeks ago and came up with a strong management team and plan with events comng up in dec. And pple are complaining that they feel that the management dun appreciate them. and they are jumping over to other fansite. They are thinking more for their own than the radio. Yes, they are great and dedicated, but they wanted higher rank and more recognition, but we are having crisis now, I am trying very hard to get things running and they just think for their own only, and dun care about teamwork. This isnt nice at all. Two selfish bitches came to me and tell me they want to resign cos they are unhappy with the things that is happening to hs now. But who helped them when they needed a station to dj? Who taught them how to use the DJ system? Who taught them how to

25th November is the date yo. And its today! a few more mins to end of my birthday. Went out to celebrate with S & L. Y gotten work till 10 so no time :( But her heart is still there. We went to new york to have dinner and do the the dunno kiddy paint thing. LOL. SLY bought me 3 topman shirts and make one very very nice board with photos on it. I really love it, they bought a small casual wear that i dun have any, 2 V collar shirts. And its suitable for me. haha. Dunno how they know about it, they just do. THANK YOU! REALLY LOVE IT! XD Okay, dun wanna be naggy, i am 17 already, no more 16. Thank you to EVERYONE who wished me and celebrated with me and some even bought me presents. Thank you Shuyu,Laykheng, Yimei! Thank you Whatever peeps! Thank you BL peeps! Thank you Nicole! Thank you Nikki! Thank you Felicia gan meimei! -> She very cute lo, first to wish me happy birthday! XD Thank you everyone who wished me alright! Its one of the best birthday i had, cos i cant recall those

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER -------------------------------------- iRiS : i am not. but anyway i got the video of da feng che XD if you went for the concert, ur voice will be MAN again. lol. Wa lao, tolong la, dun like that leh, da jia is still classmates, dun torture until so cham. Sihui : Someone today never come hor. >_< JIEYI : Aww. its okay jieyi, have fun for ur camp! Remember to get crazy. lol. Murphi : Thank yoy Murphi (: teck : Yo hua zai, save me tml :( ------------------------------------------ Okay, i MAY be tortured like **** tml. Depend on.. erm.. BL. Anyway econs test tml too. I am scared, i dunno why. I want to do well, I want to do my best. Thats all i want (: And.. jus came back from marina square. Met whatever peeps there, Only 6 people came. Ferdy, Reen, Ray, Jason, Situ, Terrence. We did some chattings and a short meeting for soupfm which will be launching on January! www.soupfm.com They also bought me a polo tee . Looks nice! THANKS PEOPLE! XD I am lacking of po

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER ---------------------------------------------- iRiS : Wo hen zhi dong one (: iRiS : Have fun at ur gas station. LOL. iRiS : Eh tolong la, dun like that, only 17th bday dun need do so extreme. Please pretty? Sihui : 2 more days yo, where is my present? XD CHARMAINE : haha, someone in class say dun wan friend me cos of christian chia lo. tsktsk. JIEYI : Heyo! meet up soon yo, very long never see you liao. JAS : Mei wen ti (: Laylabloom : Everyone knows how to bite. come on. ------------------------------------------------------- KBOX + LOLLIPOP & ENERGY CONCERT - 22 NOV SLAY met at cityhall. Went to kbox @ marina. Jay songs first XD Yimei kind of addicted, wan us to jio her out for more kbox session. At 5 plus, we were chased out. lmao. But nvm, we intended to leave at that time too. Headed to lollipop & energy concert @ expo hall 4B. Thanks to Nicole & Iris for sponsoring the tix. The actual timing was 7pm to 10pm. But due to the long queues all that

Steamboat day, Had steamboat with weijun,teckhua,adison and iris at bugis. We started off with mahjong at my house after sch then off to steamboat. Today add on to 500kg liao. Die. and they all were secretly discussing about how to torture me on 25th November. Anything out from them is nothing good. God bless me. No Rape and No touch. Or else I BITE! XD Okay. tml kbox plus lollipop & energy concert with SLAY! XD Sleep late, have fun. Thats wat i want for my weekend (:

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER --------------------------------------------- LaylaBloom : Haha! i thot so too, but i am able to wake up on time today. Why, u wan do voluntary work? HAHA. iRiS : Really very full lo. anw, thanks for ur bear and 007 keychain. U like Santa claus in zha bor version la. LOL. Shuyu : Ya lo. i need ur help soon, haha! anw, how was ur IT report? CHARMAINE : BUDDY! Dun jealous la, she is ur god ma leh. You are not pretty. YOU ARE PRETTIER! XD -------------------------------------------- HAPPY 22th BIRTHDAY ADISON! SPORTS DAY! Own Sports day i mean. Non stop of sports activites from 4 to 9.30pm thats 5 and a half hours. School ended earlier today at 4 cos lecture was brought forward to ytd. So.. Started off with basketball! With Lance,teckhua,weijun,Marcus and darren. After that, Lance went off soon after, cos he had something on. And. he was in formal wear playing basketball. brother enough. Next, Soccer till 6. Darren sat at the side, I was surprised that he didnt go ba

TAGBOARD REPLY CORNER -------------------------------------- Yimei : I miss WWW too, lets visit there during the term break! Yimei : HabboSoup = Radio website, tell u more about it this sat (: Yimei : its really bad le lo, my class alot pple score better than me, and its not an A, sigh. Nicole : Ya la ya la, i know u not scared. but i have 2 friends over 20+ and one age 17 who are scared. LOL. Shuyu : Ar. hao lian lo. lol. Wa lao. dam sian leh, 5% already so cham liao :( -------------------------------------- Yea, its 19 nov, 6 days before my birthday, and i gotten my first birthday present! XD from.. Miss Sim Jia Hui, Nicole. She bought me sth that i am currently collecting, i dunno how she know about it, but she just know it. She got me a specs in black & red (: And also giving me the bang bang tang and energy concert coming this sat. Which makes it that i have 4 tickets currently! 2 earlier from iris (: Xie Xie Ni, Nicole Charlotte (: Yea, and i am at home all alone now. Daddy

Late post. Realy busy with life nowadays even i resigned from StarHub. But i have more responsibilities now. Anyway before i go on. Happy Birthday Nicole Sim Jia Hui! - 16 Nov Happy Birthday Iris Lam Hui Ming! - 17 Nov We went to escape ytd with Iris,adison,teckhua,weijun and lance. Marcus left halfway cos he got some dai ji to settle. lol And its the first time i take inverter. Headache. die. Had lots of fun there, and that was weijun,teck hua and adison first time there. LOL. There expressions while taking the viking ship never fails to make me laugh. Wei Jun was like going to cry going to cry, and his face was dam red. LOL. We went to loyang point to eat " zhi cha " Making my stomach dam full, i think my weight was 200kg after that. XD What a fun and tiring day. Some pictures here, see and laugh. ----------------------------------- I am really very stressed up. HabboSoup is facing crisis now, in order to get it back, alot of work has to be done. At the same time, i have

15th November, my last day of work at StarHub. Alot pple will be asking me now. " Are u sad? " I am quite confused. Yes i do feel sad, and at the same time i felt relieved. Very unwilling to leave , very she bu de, i didnt chiong calls today, cos i want to explain and do everything nicely for all the calls today so i explained all the calls including mobile. lol. even if i dunno, go search my own. lol. I left pleasantly , and with something good. remember, I worked on monday. and i hit 14.6 calls per hour. and believe it or not. i was the top achiever for that day!~ I couldnt believe my eyes when i saw this. I guess that will be the best gift for me and also the best gift i gave starhub (: I really enjoyed myself working there in such a good environment with friendly and fun colleagues. That really makes working fun. Seriously, i do regret submitting the resign form. But when there is a start, there wil be an end. Started work on the 1st September , started off with a 3 d