Writing down my journey..

There is no failure in my dictionary. Some convos with old mate, grig. How HS is and why he left. Hearing from what grig actually told me, it seems that things arent on the right track. Talked to reen and si hui to hear what is happening too. Then, passing a message to ferdy through reen. Giving a kind message, telling him not to give up. But he told me, "He left already, still care so much for what". I was upset to hear that la. It doesnt pay to be nice towards ferdy. I have already parted from this place. But HabboSoup was actually the place where i grew up. From 15 years old to 17. It is very cek ang to see things going like that. The place where i learn, where i imply my knowledge at, the place where i gave my best and feel the sense of achievement after recovering from a downfall. I would not want to see hs falling day by day, nothing is impossible, get a grab back with new strategy. I will pray for you. Yesterday Out with SLAY once again! :D - Dinner - Transformers - Po

Paint the sky with clouds Just returned from east coast park . Went cycling the whole day and conquered both east coast and changi beach park with a total of more than 16km . I have not been cycling for such a long distance for quite some time. Butt is aching. lol. Went with daniel, sieh na, shannon and yue wen . About this trip, i can say is quite random. Cos, i only know the 3 girls for like a few days only and so qiao that i am in the same team as daniel for attachment. Daniel and the 3 girls are in the same class, so they jio me along for this outing. Though it was a tiring afternoon, but it was fun (:

Calm and Peaceful. Yesterday wasnt friday the 13th. But there were 2 breaking news . First of all, i guess the whole world knows already that Michael Jackson was announced that he has passed away in the morning. When i first heard the news early in the morning from daniel, i was like, "Dont give me that shit so early". Sad la, but true. Next breaking news is that, at around approximately 5 plus in the evening. There was a news that a year 1 student from our school, nyp has contacted h1n1 flu . Also, the first case in nyp. I dont know how many days that this case has been, but i guess its pretty serious, i see teachers and even some students wearing mask when i was on my way home. So.. now... i guess everyone from the TEP attachment is hoping that the school will close down for like one week or so. I need a break! I didnt have the time to enjoy my 2 weeks term break before i actually start my attachment. Oh yea, and talking about TEP, i am really happy that i am in a team wit

This agony of pain is killing me. I have deleted my previous post. Because it makes me sound like a retard. lol. The reason is that because it doesnt apply to me. Students having attachment will still have to go to school. Sigh, arent we human too?

I realise, I know, I must. School attachment is real bored that i am facebooking most of the time. I dont really like to facebook though. But.. i guess that is something fun to kill time apart than neopets. Lol. mentioning about neopets i cant believe that it still exist. What we actually do at attachment is some simple stuffs then we can complete in 5-10 mins and teacher gave us the whole day to do on it. Is that really hands on experience? Alamak. Now, i have 39 days more to go and i am seriously thinking of something to do. Other than playing table tennis with daniel everyday during 1hr lunch break. Sigh, and also about squash , since there is no training this week so i shall train on my own. lets make it tomorrow then. November is the competition and i know myself i have not even got the feel of the basic yet. I need self discipline. Oh ya, something about me that i forgot to mention. I cut my hair again 2 days ago . LOL. Here is the only picture that i have for my short hair, ta

I will succeed this time. For the past 2 days, 2 friendly visits and stayover from zhiwei and ah kiat. That also means i have been sleeping late too. But fortunately time allowed me to recover my sleep today evening after coming back from my ah gong 87th birthday celebration. I realise that i have been eating good food and not exercising much.. So.. from today onwards once again. I have set to recover back to my ultimate diet plan! Eat less carbs! Exercise more! Also, i wonder how my 2nd week of attachment will be like. We shall see (: Attachment long hours is disabling me to attend squash training and i am desperate to train better. Anyone wanna squash with me anyday next week after 5.30pm? P.S: Cheer up Zhi wei!

Let go and move on. What a dream. I had a dream that is exciting, and the person involved was who i wanted to dream about, but also somehow disturbing. Many scenes actually happened in this dream - Car speeding but i wasnt the one driving, it was her. In the car, there was a random guy who kept appearing in the car and steal over the driver seat despite how many times we throw that person out. And also, having a good talk with her. I did some research about what the dream symbolises my thinking and it is actually true. Alright, put that aside, just putting that down as something to read about next time. Having bbq gathering with sec sch mates later on in the evening (:

I am lacking of something... After a wonderful holiday, it is time to get back to school. The start of my attachment for the next 18 weeks has begun - 9 weeks @ Business Services Centre and another 9 weeks @ MSC. For the past 3 days, i had some workshops regarding the attachment that i am going to be at for the next 8-9 weeks. What can i say.. Erm.. BSC, doing data entry and mystery shopping. It seems boring but i guess i have to make the most out of it since i am here already. Also, thank god that i have nice teammates to talk to. Starting from tomorrow, there will be no more workshops, so it is working time, daily from 9am to 5.30pm. Jia you Alex. Tomorrow will be a better day. My weakest point, I hate this kind of feeling. It has been coming back repeatedly. A feeling that has been stopping me from moving on. Please allow me to let go totally. Let go away.

A one night glance. End of my 2 weeks holiday. I have no idea when is my next holiday going to be cos i do not have a holiday in september. What a holiday. Awesome, Fruitful, Tiring yet Enjoying. For this holiday, i can say that this is the shortest holiday i ever had but it was the best holiday. I took up 2 jobs with a total of 4 assignments, 3 from Adam Khoo Learning Technologies Group and 1 It fair which just ended today. The knowledge & things i have learned in these 2 weeks is alot more than any other ordinary holidays i had. In my past holidays, all i know was about fun and relaxation yet learning nothing enriching at the end. Probably i have found what was actually stopping me from developing in the past. All along i was living in the past. Realising that I do not have the past anymore, what i have now is Today , What i can control is now & future but not the past. If i want to start doing anything, i have to start today. A recap of my this 2 week holiday - Including Sat

I need to focus on my slimming. Alert Alert --------------------- IT Fair 11th June to 14th June, Thursday to Sunday, Suntec City 12pm to 9pm. I need support! I am currently selling laptops at lenovo. If you are looking for laptops, look for me, i can give u good recommendation. You can look for me at Suntec city level 4 conventional hall. Door 404 walk straight and u will see lenovo, there are many retailers for lenovo. For me, i am working for this retailer, challenger, the one nearest to the entrance 404. I see some familiar faces today, hope to have more surprises on sat and sun. ------------------------------ This is my first time doing IT fair and also my first time working as a promoter . Having 3 back to back akltg camps and now at IT fair for 4 days standing whole day from 10 to 10 everyday. But, i am happy, i have no idea too. I enjoy being a coach as well as a promoter now :D Also, after this week, i am going for school attachment for full shift. Everyday till 5.30. So if a

It is not about the number of times you fall, it is about the number of times you step up. 6th to 9th June, IAG Senior Camp . It has been a wonderful journey these 4 days, memorable, crazy, learning, tears, shag, fun. There were 88 participants for this camp which is a big one comparing to the normal ones with 50. I was shocked when i get to know the fee for this camp, $2500. But still there are parents who are willing to send their children over for this 4 days camp from 8am to 11.45pm everyday. Coaching for the 3rd time at adam khoo's camp but also the 1st time coaching at public camp and IAG camp was a major challenge to me. I didnt went for the training in may but was fortunately recruited in the coaching team for this camp. I am really happy that i am able to coach for this camp as there are so many things that i have learnt from this camp. I learned how to understand people better, how to speak the truth out appropriately, how important discipline is to succeed. Success is

My biggest weakness - I take things for granted without knowing it. Group 4! For the past 3 days - Wed, Thurs, Fri. I have learnt something new that will probably stay with me forever. This is my first time doing public camp as a coach and also the second workshop i am doing for akltg' superkids. It is a massive workshop of akltg with 500 participants in cooperation with mediacorp radio fms like warna and oli -a malay and indian radio fm. Hence, a preponderance of the participants are malay and indian primary sixes. Although the concept and theory part are similar to the Si Ling primary school which i went for on monday and tuesday. But for this workshop, i learnt a new chapter. With 500 kids and limited coaches, each group have 30-40 participants. At first, i had 41 participants , but due to over population, i was forced to discard 11 to the other group, but still there are still come cuties who came back and looked for me.. " Alex Alex/Cher Cher, i dont want go that grou

The sunset i used to watch at the playground. Started off my holiday yesterday with a meaningful and fruitful job at Si Ling Primary School as a coach representing akltg . When i first walked into the library, the kids are already geared up with the trainer in front entertaining them. It is the SuperKids program which is to train them to be ready for the upcoming PSLE. From them, i looked back to my childhood . I found the innocence, the cuteness, the curiousity, the playful-ness and also the beautiful memories i had when i was a primary six kid. Remembering the length of our socks we used to pull up to as if we are ready to go on to the pitch for a soccer pitch. How short recess were. How little we know about the world. And also not forgetting the games we played before - Catching, Spiders hunting in the field, Ice & Freeze, Simon says and how we used to throw paper ball at our friends. These 2 days, today and yesterday, not only have i guide them when they need me but also learn