Writing down my journey..

Yiruma reminds me of Korea. I played them regularly. The last time I studied in school was my exchange in Korea. The amount of fun that an exchange student get to enjoy while studying is incomparable. Really wanna re-visit that place again. Next week - 4 Final Presentations and 1 Essay submission. I need strength, please make me a saint just for a week. 会过去的. Anyway I realised I have changed, for the better. The old me was really aggressive and assertive in terms of projects. Usually I would want things to go my way and if it doesn't . For eg. deadlines I set for my group members are not met or the quality is insufficient, I would flare up easily. However, I am in control of my emotions now. Grateful to Sheryl who indirectly taught me there are much more important things in life. We shouldn't be angry over meaningless things. I feel ashamed and guilty for my past behaviors to my previous groupmates. I am sorry.

Slowly as weeks progress, I have come to realize I am on my 10th week of school. Time just seem to pass really fast. In 2 weeks, I will be picturing a blood bath week. 3 - 4 major presentations, 1 essay due that week. I need strength. From week 1 to now week 10, I see a transformation. From complaining to conforming. I have slowly adapted, more comfortable with my groupmates also. Things will just get better from here :) Got complimented by one of my prof on my presentation skills as well, I felt flattered but its always good to receive compliments from profs. Some nostalgia feeling when I entered Coffee Bean today, heard the radio playing - too little too late. A song from 2006/2007. It was classic because it was one of the popular songs that I played on Habbosoup Radio when I just joined them. A place where I picked up self confidence and communication skills.