Writing down my journey..

这个世界真的有缘分吗? 如果没那缘分,哪来的巧字? 算了, 只掸琴不谈情. Don't forget your purpose alex.

The date is here 8th September, 10.45am. Lets get it over and done with these 2 years, and a new man will be born. Side track, 25 - 26th June @ Kukup, Malaysia.

While we are living in a comfortable environment where we do not need to worry about our 3 meals and a shelter at night, we still complain. There is someone out there who had to live on selling gums and energy drinks since 5 year old for 10 years to get 3 meals or maybe not even 3 meals, and also to sleep on stairs or and public toilets. Why are we still complaining how hard our life is, how hard our job is, or maybe even some on the family environment they have. This guy didnt even had a chance to choose a family, an orphan since 3. He had to sell things to earn some money in exchange of food to live on and sleeping on streets. People are complaining how much little money they have despite all the work load they are given. People are blaming governments that they are not doing enough, complaining about poor train service. We should be grateful that we have a transport service call train, if not we had be walking all around now. Even how hard life is, is it as bad as this guy? No famil

Shared some korea and travel tips with the new batch of students going for exchange programme in september. Its a walk back again to those memories, those korean-english ascent from my roommates and those great dinner times. Its a once in a lifetime experience. Think back again, if i go back. Not many are left too. We had many accompany like the singapore girls, china and taiwan girls. But then everyone has returned to their origins. It was really a moment, a dream. With this, I went back to my korean cellphone and flipped back those memories on messages and photos. The last message was from topher - "Comrades Forever". No matter where we are, lets fight hard for our dreams under the same deep blue sky. It was the last coffee me and olga had. The last moment with Young Kim. And the final departure. Thank you for those great memories. From left to Right - Yi ling, Huizin, Shu Ying, Keely, Topher, Me, Mimi, Summer, Bryan

Maybe I was too naive to think I was at least a friend.

Pilot or Dolphin Trainer I lost track. Where was my dream? Both needed physically fit attribute. I seriously need to train. I will use my weekends/ after work hours to do them. Wanted to wait till my contract job ends. But let me cherish what I have now, which is today.

Stereophonics music is actually kinda nice. Finally the right style.

I need to work on getting abs!

"Ladies first, Gentleman second, Topher last" A commonly heard phrase when me, topher and the girls head in towards a restaurant for our daily routine dinner, at least once every week, normally on a friday. Miller time/ Garten Beer. Sigh.. Wish I was still there. It makes me just wanna fly over to korea, my mum have been opposing, telling me leave it how it how it ended, it was just an exchange. I have searched through some airlines, cheapest i could find was airasia, $500+. But I was thinking how can i pull through that long hours agony on the plane without entertainment. I really would like to go back to those time. If i do, gonna be in august after i complete my contract temp work at search network. I wish I struck some lottery or lucky draw that can sponsor me an air ticket over! Hannam school life, Jeju trip, Seoul trip and unforgettable dinners. All that was reality, but it has became a dream. You know there are something that is really undescribable, you feel alot in y

Where did i go wrong, I will stand up back from where i fell. "Its not the number of times u fall, its the number of times that you rise back." I told this to a participant at adam khoo camp when i was a coach, but I myself was unable to walk the talk. Shameful. Another slap on your face alex, take that and start to get back where you were. I need a new perception, positively...