Writing down my journey..

Think far Life has been better for the past few days cos it is the holiday. However this enjoyment will only last for 14 days. This morning, went for gym, table tennis, swimming with ah kiat, wei sin and zhi wei. Waking up 7.40am early in the morning. I nearly couldnt wake up on time, but thank you for the morning call from "william". Alex is really into gaming mood and went back to maple once again. Lol. That was the game that i started 5 years ago. Till now, i cant believe i am still playing. However, for the next 5 days, i dont have much time to game too. Cos i found some ways to earn money by working for akltg as a coach for study skills seminar at various primary schools (: I will be back to blog again tmr. For now, i need some rest. Tomorrow will be a better day (:

Future & Tomorrow. Which one comes first? Finally I am done with the 2 modules that i was so stress about for the past 2 weeks. So what aheads me is holiday starting from today till 2 weeks after that. Currently, i am happy but tired. Cos i only had 2-3 hours of sleep yesterday due to the football match and waking up at 7.30am. I need some rest and relaxing now, and i am going for squash training soon at 4pm. Also, i have some lobangs on hand for 3 days job. As helpers to assist primary 6 students in their studies from 3rd June to 5th June. 8am to 6.30pm. 3 days job - 200 bucks. It is from the company, akltg coaching team. If interested, please contact me, they need around 4 more people. For now, i need some rest. Hello Holiday (: 未来和明天，哪一个先到？

I love the sunset. I finished my last Customer service project and presentation which means thats all for the module. However in a few hours time, i will be doing another presentation on project management. But i am not sleeping now, probably at 5.30am. Cos later its the big match, Champions League Final - Barcelona VS Manchester United. I hope i have enough energy to do at least the presentation in a few hours time. God bless me :D

You dont always get what you want, and thats life. Met an obstacle today, i wasnt shortlisted for the starhub job which i went for interview last thursday. I was 70% confident that i could get in. However, things didnt go my way this time. Life is hard for me now, my piggy bank has no more money already. Like that, i am no different from bankrupt. I need to think of a way out to find money, find job. My mood is affected now, sian. And i have project to do still with presentation on wed and thurs, sigh. But this is life. Tomorrow will be a better day.

I am happy enough to hear that. Next 4 days gonna be crucial. 2 final projects to present for Customer Service and Project Management and thats all for these 2 modules. I am a little worried for my PM proj. God bless me for the next 4 days. I should be hearing something tomorrow, please, grant me a positive answer. Also, thursday when i was having squash training, i realised a scene that was so cute and took a picture of it. Oh ya, i want to mention this. I went swimming with jinghan yesterday and found a weighing machine. Stepped up and found that my weight is 72.5kg. Previously i was 75-77kg. Within 4-5 weeks, i lost around 2.5 to 4 kg. I am so happy, after doing regular mini workout at home and running and swimming and constant squashing, i am losing some oil. Way to go to obtain 65! Jia you :D

Guest appearance. Upset and Disappointed over unneccesary things over again. And thats HabboSoup, that guy ferdy. I thought as time goes by, he will learn and understand. But still, he treat us like dogs and make us the scapegoat. He tried for 3 years to push HabboSoup better but his attempt seems to be going the wrong way day by day. I told him if he is willing to pass on to me and he agreed yes and after telling him that i am pissed off from the way he reply email by leaking internal info to strangers that he doesnt even know, he told me that i am no longer in the team. I was utterly disgusted when i saw that. I felt stupid and foolish to believe him times and times again knowing that he is such an irresponsible and insecured person. Whats more was that i was criticised by him that i am trying to snatch hs away from him. Sigh, i want to save it and not snatch it. I did asked if u are willing to pass on, and you agreed. Is this call snatch? Many friends advised me mutiple times that

People changes, but change is what make life interesting. Went out with Laykheng and Yimei to celebrate Lay kheng's 18th birthday which was actually on a tuesday. We catch a movie which i myself haven been looking at the big screens on a comfy seat with popcorn chewing sound for some time. But still, i nearly dozed off. Also, we bought 5 shirts for our Miss Lay which also signifies she has to wear each color for each weekday :D Dinner buffet is definitely not a miss when celebrating birthday. To my surprise, yimei told me she has never dine at seoul garden before. Another shocking thing is that she can eat more than me, would u believe that? She is weighing just 30+kg. Chat and Eat, Happy time pass really fast. Soon it came to 10.30pm and the train took us home :D I will have to do more exercises to compensate what i have ate today. Gosh.. how could i eat buffet when i am dieting!?

Life is full of hopes. Happy 18th Birthday to S L AY's, Lay Kheng :D The oldest in Slay, its her (: This week is a no school week, but project week. Chionging last 2 projects for Customer service and Project management. Did a little on project management with group today. Meeting up again tomorrow. Went to register for IT fair in the afternoon, thank you to iris recommendation. What surprised me was when i received a call in the evening after my nap. After the call, suddenly i feel so hopeful and excited. Please, i need that badly. Tomorrow will be a better day (:

While you were sleeping. As planned, Squash in the morning , meeting with habbosoup mates in the afternoon . I woke up late, i was told that we are meeting at 10 for squash, but that was the time i woke up. After training, went to play table tennis, courtesy of ze liang who brought the two table tennis racquet. Its really weird to play squash for a few months without touching table tennis for quite a long time and play it once again. Because of the racquet big diff, i feel so rusty when playing, probably also because that i haven been playing a long time. I want table tennis again badly. I was able to keep you out for 2 days, but it came back again. It was really beautiful, memory. 你最想要的, 也许不一定是对的.

Unbelieveable. That is life. Out with Kiat and Zhi wei. Had sushi, and rice is carbs = fat. But, for kiat 18th birthday, worth it. Still the same old hair kiat, haha, but slimmer liao la. Zhi wei is fitter now, i need to train more to catch up man. Took some photos, and its rather gay to self take with guys. But nevertheless, Happy 18th Birthday Ah Kiat :D Thats Ah Kiat birthday boy. Thats me with my new hairstlye, ok i know i look fat. Zhiwei, still emoing. Take for fun. Self take lo. LOL. If you noticed, i did a hair cut and my hair is short compared to the past. Also, new hair color, just did it today and a salon with loreal copper blonde. Loreal should be trustable i guess. So should i say i am a blonde now? Nah, still asian. Test and Role play today. Test was fine. But role play was not that spot on, probably the rehersal wise. Sigh. Gotten back test paper for customer service also, quite a low score, and i needa buck up. For now, let me relax, its friday night and i have squash t

Door to dream. One way, two directions. Worried, Uncertain, Stress. These are what i am feeling right now. Although i just finished a 40% test today on project management. However, i have 2 more ICAs to go tomorrow. One role play and one test. Role play on customer service in front of my classmates that i just know for 3 weeks. But oh well, for grade, giving my 100%. For the lab test, possible to score, so i have to. 9am to 4pm. After 4, its happy hours. But before that, man... god bless me. Since my k850i died on me, i got myself a new phone yesterday, still figuring out how to use the full functions. But i guess i dont have time to explore it today. For now, i need to memorise the scripts for the role play tomorrow and study for test. Jia you Alex.

I always tell myself - "She is better off without you" My k850i died on me after using it for 17 months . Time to change a new one. Prolly getting a touch screen phone. But there are so many touch screen phones, which one should alex get? HTC touch HD? thats $788. lol. Any touch screen phones to recommend? Anyone changing phone too? Hair change. I may change the color too. Phone change? Change Squash Strings? I realise there are some changes i made/have to make/going to make. Erm. time will tell whether its positive or negative. Tomorrow changing squash racquet strings and also the grip. Also if there is time, i may bug my mummy to get a new phone for me. Thursday ICA - 40%. Wow. Friday 2 projects to present. Wow. Jia you Alex. Tomorrow will be a better day (:

Went for a haircut. Sideburn gone, Backhair gone, fringe half gone. Its really short. lol. I wonder how my friends will comment about it. I am not showing my new short hair here for the time being. Ask me out if u wanna see :D okay, i needa go write up on the project script. Bye, bye long hair.

Is there such a place in singapore? I am feeling better right now, still tired but not that bad compared to this morning cos i had 4 hours of nap earlier on. Played Squash with mates at 11 - Wenjian, Gerald and Wilson with his dad. Its good to have an experienced player to play with us. Also, his dad is sporty and approachable who is nice to talk to (: I knew there was something wrong with my racquet strings , after consulting wilson's dad, i got a confirmation. Sometimes i hit, there is this "lao hong"(hollow) feeling. So i would have to make a trip down to queensway or kallang squash centre to restring, at the same time i will change my grip too. But the problem is that.. i am basically busy for the whole of next week, not sure if i am able to find some time to go down. Talking about next week, i am prepared to have a hard time, gosh. Also, i hurt my left ankle once again during squash training today. Had a similar thing 3 days ago. Needa be cautious on my own. Enough

Shagged, Tired, Panda Eyes, backache, shoulder-ache . These are the symptons that i am experiencing right now. Reason due to this event - Celebration for Jance 21st birthday yesterday, her actual is on tuesday. Haha! But i am still able to walk, and play squash. I just returned home from the chalet and of course going out in 5 to 10 mins time for squash with mates at 11am despite that we ton at the chalet yesterday with 3 rounds of Mahjong. This picture was took few hours ago. lol. Left - ME Middle - Lance Right - Adison (half dead) Right bottom - Teck Hua - (probably dead.)

Happy blues ; I wish i was that happy. Project Management & Customer Service. 5 weeks to finish these 2 modules . Just one glance and 2 weeks has passed. 3 more weeks to go. During these 3 weeks, i expect 5 ICAs with 3 projects. Also, i cant miss or be late for any modules, if not i will get debar. Furthermore, i have 2 projects to present and one test next week. I guess u can sense the stress that i am feeling right now. Janice 21st birthday is tomorrow , being her lecture buddy of cos i am not going to miss out the celebration, think of it, i sat beside her during lectures for more than 80% throughout the Year One. I am really happy to see people turning 21. Wondering when is my turn?! Currently, alex is into oldies songs , romantic, slow, fast, hip hop, R&B. Anything that is few years back. Su Yong Kang, Chen Jie Yi, Elva, Zhang Xue You, Wu Si Kai... All are chinese artists. Can i have some recommendation on english oldies? Chinese oldies are fine with me too, bomb it at my

I am really tired now, school started at 9 but i woke up at 8.45, and of course i am late. School end at 12. Went swimming after that till 3 plus then squash. Played till 9.30pm and really exhausted after playing with coach. But i guess thats the best way to learn. I need to reflect, i feel that i dont know much about myself.

The sunset we used to watch. What a test i had today. Questions like 5 principles of dressing is ridiculous . 5 Areas of Grooming?! Dressing needs principles too? Grooming also need definition? Oh my.. an A? Sigh.. Whats more, i was 10 mins late for the test as i only had a few hours of sleep yesterday. After test, i stayed back for another 3 hours plus with huizin just to take picture and pass the envelope for SBM club thing. During the waiting time, we went to library to find some movies to watch, and found this interesting film called " 放学后，去哪里呢?" This movie is a local production and only available in schools, its not sold in stores. The movie is really real in terms of how practical singapore is and also potraiting gangsterism. Squash tomorrow at 6, but i finish lessons at 12. Still deciding what to do after school. But for now, i need some sleep. 只怪你和我相爱得太早, 对于幸福又了解的太少.

ICA test tomorrow for Customer Relation, 20% weightage. Studied, ready and wants an A (: The test is at 8.30am and I have to wake up at 7am. Manchester United playing tonight with Arsenal for champions league semi final 2nd leg at 2.45am. Its a must watch for me. So.. i am thinking whether to stay up till 2.45am and watch and sleep at 5am or to catch some sleep now till 2.45 and then after that sleep again. Okay, not much for me today. Just that i did some cooking, same dish, linguine with clams and tomato sauce. I am so sick of clams now, gonna try scallops next time (: Good luck for tomorrow test. God bless me (:

Future? Many times i reflect upon myself on what do i see myself as in years to come. - A business man? A professional sportsman? Pilot? Adminstrator? Banker? Consultant? Events Coordinator? Facilitator? Human Resource? Project Manager? Sales Rep? Trainer? or maybe a teacher/professor. What are my goals? What do i really want? or maybe even who am i actually. I had this ambitious dream since young, to become a pilot. But.. is it possible? is it realistic? Am i prepared? I doubt so. I have the dream, but i didnt do anything to keep this dream alive or closer. Sigh... I have dream, without goals, but i do have direction. A direction that has no connection with my dream at all but it is something that i am good at. Alex is 18 this year, time to work towards my future. I have changed my email.

Happy Birthday Richard :D What i realised is that... people do change, really. Last year he had this argument with wen jie, within own clique. They started swearing, cursing, ignoring each other. However, wen jie turned out for the birthday celebration and they were like cliqueing like there is no tomorrow. It will be really hilarious if i include the conversation when they were scolding each other back then. But the following picture will verify that.. they changed (: Wenjie is the one in black jacket on the left. He shy. Thats Richard, the one in blue :D