Writing down my journey..

Different songs represents different phrases in korea. It make it seems like the journey in korea alittle longer. Misses those time, when i first settle down. Trying to understand what is happening around. Going into school and knowing the environment. Going around campus to find out whats around. Really good, thank you had a good time there. Song: Letter that i couldnt deliver - DJ DOC. I am back now, had fun in korea. Last day of 2010. Really feeling this year pass off pretty fast. and a little slow at times. up and down, like a roller coaster. Really, many things happened in korea. Once again, 3 pple i cant give up there. I will remember all of you forever. Cheers to new year. though, not really in a mood. I would like to wrap up 2010, by saying thank you to the 3 people who made 2010 a happy ending for me. Moving on :)

Some songs bring you through the journey of the memories, feels good when listening to them. Just rings me all the way back when i first started in korea. Now i have just sent mike off to vietnam. I dont feel much, until when the 'takecare' and 'bye' word came out, hidden tears nearly came out. I didnt know i am such an emo kid. Songs: 1) Letters that i couldnt deliver - DJ DOC 2) A guy like me - DJ DOC 3) La Bamba - Los Lobos 4) 2pm - i'll be back 5) 2am - you wouldnt answer my call 6) Hoot - SNSD

Long distance relationship, does it work out? Sometimes it freaks me out. When u told me that your friend is introducing you guy friends to you so that you wont be that sad. And you said you had fun. Sorry, i am selfish.

Goodbye, the last thing i want to say. I am really going to miss my friends. Just bid farewell. Thinking everything that is happening on the past 4 months. It just feels like yesterday was the 1st day with these people. Crying my memories out on my way back to dormitory, feeling really hard now. The happenings that we had all these time will be with me forever, i promise. Thank you comrades, you taught me something in life: Dont pull someone down, embrace them. Life isn't all about studying. When the stars align and planets are in accordance we will meet again.

Back from seoul yesterday. 2 days hanging out with topher and olga in seoul. and 2 funny happenings, or maybe more.. (No.1) We were queueing up for a ride at amusement park, lotte world. The adventure of sindbad. Anyway, in front of us were some malaysians, nth special about it. What happened was this korean at about age of 14 cut our queue, trying to stay just right beside us first then slowly moving in front of us. I was kind of unhappy about that, but i let it go. Until when we were about to ride the thing, when our turn is next, topher called him, "kid... hey kid.. Kid~" he didnt response. Until topher pat him on his back, he looked at him. Topher said, "next time when u wanna cut, at least ask first". The boy look at him and gave a retard slight smile look like.. "yea i did it, what u gonna do to me? i am gonna do it again." He also wanted us to sit separately on a 4 seat together ride when he took the one in the middle and when the ride finishes, BOO

Its really cold out there today. Between -1 to -8 degrees. Tell me i need to warm up. Not feeling good now, might have caught a cold, shiit.

The 6 letters was what i wanted the most in life. But we cant understand each other even after a few years. Not anymore. There are more things to pursue. I am going for them instead than now. Telling myself no more turning back. Cant depart. just like the same to korea. The time for u is over. I had a good break these 3-4 months. Things turned for the better. New life gonna starts soon! Thank you topher, daniel for bringing me through this. I am young, i need advices. Thank you comrades :) In life, we do what we wanna do. We only account to ourselves, whether we are comfortable and helpful. This is when helpful comes in handy.

This korean dormitory mate wanted to find trouble with me when i had some fun with daniel in his room, pushed me and wanted to fight. just because i dropped his jacket that was hanging on his chair accidentally which sitting on it. He kept saying.. "U dont know korean culture?!?!?!?" If that is korean culture, go fuck yourself. Lucky someone stopped it, if not i would crush you, seriously. I havent fight for very long, that doesnt mean i am weak. Fuck you idiot, for coming over to my room for the past 2 weeks to use my bathroom and shampoo and wear my slippers everywhere u like. My parents didnt give me money to buy shampoo for u, ask before u use anything at least. That is korean culture.

Another 8 more days, Semester has ended, now i am literally waiting for graduation in may. If goes by plan, my army would be june. Enjoyed the snow on 8th dec, my first true snow experience. Seeing all my roommates going back, its just heartbreaking. Dwight - i will miss his singing Jung Min - I will miss his rapping Jody - I will miss him talking to his gf on the phone. There is nothing perfect, we humans has flaws in us. But we want to be perfect dont we, we had arguments before but we know it was unintentional, none of us wants conflict. None of us want trouble. We were able to understand and forgive each other, and of course we had more fun than anything else. Thank you for being a part of my life roommates. Me-Jungmin-Dwight-Jody Roommates we were, friends we are. Fuck, this is life. We say hi and bye. WHY? CANT BELIEVE i am RETURNING in 8 DAYS?! The friends i made here are too much for me to give up. I cant give any of them up especially 3 people. I really had a great time last s

It brightens up my mood when someone care and believe in you, its a good feeling. I wish I have a girlfriend like you.

Up and ready for exams for next 5 days. How quick time has pass, cant believe i am returning soon. Able to experience university life, dormitory life, and all the wonderful things. My studies in korea will end in 5 days time, and also my polytechnic studies too. Did some changes to my hair today. Feel good to sit in a korea saloon, its a different feeling that I have to go a little bit further to actually feel it. I like this kind of feeling, going deeper and you see things at different perspective. Though exams are here, but I cant seem to forget 2 games Perfect world and maplestory. I have been listening to the OST of perfect world while studying and it made me feel better. The feeling of when I first started this game, a new game to me that i am missing even till now since last year June. Too bad that i cant play them in korea, because the ip is blocked for some reasons. All the best for the next 5 days alex!

Tell me its alright to eat and talk loudly When someone is sleeping. Tell me its alright to eat chicken @ 3am when someone is sleeping. Tell me its alright that you come to my room everyday to make noise and think it is funny. Tell me that i am wrong about all these. Fuck you, tell me it is my anger management problem. I need yiruma to calm down.