Writing down my journey..

One sided i guess, Its back to where i was. Has the story ended? I am feeling that my schedule will be more hectic from next week onwards. I have 3 jobs on hand currently, and i am still finding ways to juggle it. Foolishly, i went to accept another job offer on recruitment consultant. After thinking for a few days on it, i decided to decline cos i wont be able to commit with 4 jobs on hand although i felt bad cos its quite a good opportunity. Also, squash competition is on next week - 2Nov, 4Nov & 5Nov. I must be in top form if there is any chance nyp is to take back any medal. Also, this means i will be missing out some lessons. I have been training hard for this since last year, so i got to make 100% out of it. I am left with 7 esplanade trainings and i will start work! Hurray!

I dont feel secured when i dont hear from you for a day. It seems like i cant dont care. Was watching lord of the rings earlier and some random thoughts on elves started kept me thinking. Elves are normally seen and heard in fairytales, MMORPG games, fiction books. But..Do elves exists? I started to search it on the net and many people think that it doesnt exists while those who said it exists, were talking about like - "if you think they exists, they do" and answers like whether our mind is opened or closed. Personally i think they do, did existed. Probably not now, but i think they did few decades back. However its still possible that they dont face death and is still living. I was discussing this with jocelyn yesterday and she said i read too many fairytale books last time, haha. Maybe i do, like peter pan etc.. and also those MMORPG games that i play. Comments on "Do elves exists?": http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20070504171104AAMKexk There is anoth

My feelings tells me that it was the last. When the stars align and planets are in accordance, we will meet again. This week pass really fast, and i am enjoying the normal school schedule than the attachment :D Squash competition is just 10 days away and i am not making good progress, sigh. I guess after this competition, i would have to decide whether to continue squash or focus on other stuff like my career path? Anyway, had a great week. Thanks everyone who made this week a good one for me. I have no happenings for the next 2 days and guess i will use it to rest and walk around in the house. I was not supposed to, but i couldnt help to leave you alone.

These few weeks, i have been living in an uncertainty. I shall not think that much. I will be how i have always been - positive. To remind myself, its the 20th of October 2009. Its nearing to the end of the year, as a common phrase - time flies. Some goals that i have set for myself for the year 2009 have not been fufilled yet. Today, a teacher asked us what are we good at and what are we lacking of. I have so much things that i am lacking of, but i was stuck at my pros, hesitating if that is really what i am good at. On the other note, School has started quite well. Finally its back to the normal schedule where there are 10.10am lessons with 10 mins grace. No more 9am on the dot or what so ever. I love the 10 mins grace :D Its good to have the school packed with students once again and seeing friends around. Misses that type of feeling. Thanks to the 6 months TEP in an empty school. TEP result should be around the corner. I aint looking forward for it, i can roughly estimate my grade

Sometimes i wonder if i am trying too hard, or am i not good enough. Tomorrow is the start of a new semester again. Got to find back my motivation to study and refresh myself on my life path. I will be taking 8 modules next semester, its a new challenge (: New class, New environment, & New classmates. and it will be more competitive than my previous class. Jia you Alex (:

Teaching Enterprise project attachment has finally came to an end. All the memories made at BSC & Giordano will be with me. Strangers at first but friends in the end, this is how amazing how life is (: I will remember the G-force (: For now, i got to get myself ready for normal school (:

Saw this quote somewhere: Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.

With you, every second counts. Had a pretty long long week previously with too many workloads and happenings, resulting me sleeping 4 hours a day. It seems the toughest week at Giordano but i managed to get over it. I did enjoyed myself during that week too especially on tues, fri & sun. However, this week will be another test cos its the last week of Giordano. We got to rush some last minute work, prepare handover powerpoint, major stock take and more. Jia you. Some pics taken on sunday with Grandmum piggy:

I love the moments of the day when the sun reaches the level of the eyes. Will i ever get to share this moment with you? I was happy to see you, I was happy to have a game of badminton with you, I was happy to dine with you I was happy to watch movie with you, I was happy to to take pics with you(although it was a failure in zhi pai-ing). I am happy with everything and every moment spent with you. its feels as if a fairytale come through. There wasnt anything particularly special, but i enjoyed it, i really do (:

Its a strange feeling. It feels as if something is blocking me in my heart. Looking forward to tuesday (: Went out with parents this afternoon and burned $200+ on Levis shop @ Ion Orchard. I will be busy this week ahead, trainings and sports (: Monday -> Esplanade Training Tuesday -> Badminton Wednesday -> Esplanade Training Thursday -> Squash Training Friday -> Esplanade Training Saturday -> Shuyu birthday celebration Sunday -> Dunno, hopefully a rest. On top of that, i have attachment in the morning on weekdays and 2 reports to do up by thursday. This will be a tough week, i got to pull through!