Writing down my journey..

Life should be this peaceful yet interesting. I am sick of being a typical product of this world. I hated how society pressure, made me once assertive and aggressive. Week 6 of school has ended, I am progressing pretty fine. Handling the workload and stress well :) To make things more complicated, (the usual me) I have added a dog to the addition. She was really obedient last night, no barking from 11pm till 5.30am. Until my mum walked into the kitchen at 5.30am, she started barking. I was awakened also, hurried to check. My parents kept telling me she is hungry but i thot she wanted to shit. Still went on to prepare some food for her still. Midway preparing, she really pooped! Went back to sleep till 7.30, She started her bark again, must be sth wrong. She pee-ed but not in pee tray. Her legs got stained by it too. I let her out to play soon, she pooped again lol, but went back to eat her shit. After that went on to lick my dad LOL. She really brought some joy, but think there goes my

Meimei at petshop! Resting on my fat tummy haha Sheryl giving her first tubby hug to Meimei! Fated, The stars aligned and planets were in accordance, Sheryl and I had to choose this toy poodle for some specific reasons that meant something for both of us. The grandmother story goes.. We decided to go for some shopping on dogs, woke up in the morning on wed, i didnt had sch. We headed to Seletar farmway, but we didnt liked the environment and left rapidly. *the way there was long. We then headed to school for an hour, for some psychology research. Sheryl then suggested, "Can we go to the pet farms in pasir ris?" How can I turn my girl down rite? So right after the research, we were on the cab at 3.01pm sharp LOL. Upon arrival, there are 10-20 pet shops at there. Ecrisson pet farm didnt had many small dogs, we then headed to a section, where they are labelled from Kennel 1 to 10+ thats the paradise for dog shopping. We went into all shops that were opened, we found some

So I was listening to music while studying. Suddenly, the tone of the music sounded similar something similar to the genre of music I listened in Sec 2. I am 22 this year and that was 8 years ago. Felt as if like the 不能说的秘密 movie scene where they use music to travel time. So.. where is the difference - now and 8 years ago? Room was still the same. I am still studying. Nothing much changed. Actually I like such feeling at times, its like an advanced nostalgia. Secondary 2, I just followed the track where attaining education is necessary. Now, age 22, I get to choose to study what I like and what to do in my life. More responsibilities along the way, many more things adding onto our journey of life. But are we happier growing up? Or were we happier back then as kids? I enjoyed my teenage years the best, native and innocent - truly priceless 再见了小时候

A getaway is important. It helps to refresh us. However this refresher was somehow a reminder to me. It tells me that studying is not all. Why study hard? GPA? Why GPA? Good Job? Good job = high GPA? This equation doesnt seem to work out. However I will still do what is needed and balance out with what I want in life, and graduate without a regret :) This trip also coincides with our 2nd year anniversary :) Prepared this meal for my girl, woke up at 430am!

Stress! Reflecting on my week 3 performance, starting to adapt better :) Redeemed myself with a better quiz score for psy from 4/10 to 8/10. I needed a decent score to prove that my hardwork was worth it. I shall build on this to achieve better grades. Started to talk and answer more questions during class as well. However the stress tension is pounding every week. From next week, will be having at least 1 presentation per week. Having 2 actually next week. Its a different style of doing projects here as well. Everyone is vocal and wants their idea to be heard. Its harder to come to a consensus or even being misunderstood at times. Life of university - Welcome to SMU.

A little time for reflection. Yes, I know I am struggling. Its one of the most crucial period of my education life. The last four years left in this 17 years of education (pri-sec-poly-uni) But I am put to a whole new test. A new environment, (from a soldier - student) A new studying culture, (from poly - university) A higher level of intelligence Everything seems new in SMU. Its the 3rd week. Past 2 weeks was a struggle. It was nothing near poly, to be honest. We had the same classmates for at least a year or two. What is a class formed by - teacher, classmates and classroom. However, the classmates seem so unfamiliar from every lessons. Competitiveness is a different level too. Its alright to be competitive, but there are rules. Some people don't follow them. Yet they appear to be cheerful and seems nice. That is where you get a wolf with a sheep coat. But nvm, let them be. With all these new changes made to my life, its inevitably that I get tensed and stress. I am in the pro