Writing down my journey..

29th August 2008 , Friday Alright. I guess most of u guys went back to your secondary or primary school today to find our beloved teachers and our junior schoolmates. So i met jing han at 12.45 and we took bus 88 to whitley. Its kinda later already. some teachers going back already and all the students are like off to celebrate the start of holiday liao.. Just nice met up with marcus , ben and edwin when we alight.. Didnt know that we were on the same bus.. Went whitley and find rohaya , jus nice she was in the canteen and met some classmates there too. Love them! Then went to makan and stick to default , play soccer! Dam long never play with my kakis liao.. Miss the feeling sia.. Finish soccer at 5 plus then went back to toa payoh with jing han to grab some snacks and bubble tea then happy day!~!~ LOLS. Home Sweet Home ((: Anyway , grats marcus for getting the job. He was dam lucky. Cos i was the last batch for this customer care consultant job. Then no more vacancy le , but the star

27th August 2008 , Wednesday ALEX IS EMPLOYED!!~ Wee!!~ I am here to post again! I slept at 4am last night and woke up at 12noon. Flip the newspaper to find jobs. Called many companies and arranged for an interview. Raffles place , tanjong pagar , tampiness , chinatown , jurong. But i went for the raffles place only in the end. Went to bgc , a job agency. Its one of the best agency cos they doesnt collect any amount of money from our salary which alot job agencies does.. The job agency got me an interview with the starhub client , applying for the position customer care consultant. I rushed all the way down to Haw par centre , at dhoby ghaut cos i was left with 20 mins to reach the place. I ran like mad once i exit from the station cos joyce from bgc told me that the interviewer is very punctual. When i was there , i forgot to fill up my employment history and when i gonna write it , my pen no ink and i was like.. " eh.. so suay ar.. now what?... " then i wanted to borrow fro

27th August 2008 , wednesday Had my first ever session on habboxlive , the uk fansite. The culture there is certainly much more different than singapore fansites. The time difference is 7 hours. Sg is 7 hrs later.. I djed at 1am , so its 6pm there Kinda fun uh.. Cos its more challenging than habbosoup. Had listeners rate of 175 to 213 , feels great ^^ haha. -------------------------------------------------------- I saw you yesterday , with ur bf. Isnt this what i always hope for? To see u in toa payoh area. But a mixed feelings jus went pass my mind. I envy him. I was at that spot 2 years ago.. But now , all i could do is to jus pass by and say a Hi. I feel so lousy. I was more confused at night when i saw nikki online. Christmas is arriving. and all the more i will think of nikki. She was there when i needed someone to talk to most. We got together on last year's 22nd dec. But fate brought us apart at the 70th day. I know i was still thinking of that fellow and i was confused with

25th August 2008 , Monday Alright. Definitely a great day for me! Meet up with simonne uncle for the first time at her school bus stop at 12. 1 year le hor uncle.. sounds quite long.. but hor.. think of it , like time passes very fast. Went to long john. She had her lunch while i have my apple cranberry. Haha. Chit chat for some time till 1pm. Then i go ang mo kio le while she go raffles. Went ang mo kio cos have plan to go kbox with adison , marcus , lance , heather and iris. Met lance and heather at amk mrt. Then went to find marcus and iris at cheers. Then we went to have lunch at the food court. After that , here is where the fun started. We went amk kbox to find adison cos he camp there liao. haha. Then we started singing with the first song JIAN DAN AI! Then we started singing and the first few chunk of songs are jay chou. So its like only we 4 boys singing it. Then iris and heather started singing after jay chou songs ended. Haha. I sang xiao jin teng , jam xiao songs de yuan li

23rd August 2008 , Saturday Slept at 4am ytd. Was playing cs and also watching videos.. Woke up at 1.40pm. And met wei jun at 2.30pm at toa payoh interchange. Cos we meeting marcus to play squash at his club at 3pm. We took bus 31 to katong there and met marcus at around 3.40pm. Then started on squash. Miss squash lots man cos stopped playing for 2 weeks liao to wait for my hand to recover. And now i am in good condition to play (: We played till 5.30pm , and " marcus's ball " really got squashed man. hahahaha. We went parkway after that to walk walk and have dinner there. Then we went to play pool and we change table 2 times. from 7 ft to 8ft to 9ft. haha. Played till 9.15pm then we went to get some nice ice cream at scoopz. Chill and talked crap while eating. After that , took bus 31 back with wei jun while marcus went back home which is just nearby. Home Sweet Home (: * Forgot to take pics * ----------------------------------------------- I love this song cos it jus s

22nd August 2008 , Friday START OF HOLIDAY!!~ End of Exams~ Exams period is finally gone! Had stats paper today , the very last paper. I find its rather easy except for one question that i am not 100% confident of the answer. I sat right in front of the examination hall for today's exam. Its kinda stress cos there are teachers walking pass here and there. Its also not so stress cos i am not able to see people leaving the examination hall. haha. When i pen down my very last answer , i gave my 101%. When i hand up my paper to the teacher in front of me , my whole body and soul relaxes. I am able to da kou da kou and breathe le. I walk out of the examination hall with a relaxed mind and proudly that i finished my exams! The feeling of excitement is extremely great. I feel better than i finish my o levels. haha. i am weird. Waited for wei jun till he finishes the paper. After that , was actually planning to go drink and have fun with iris , marcus and wei jun. But lance wanted to go wa

21st August 2008 , Thursday Nothing much about today. Studied stats today. Was practising the questions and also studying on the theory parts. After studying it today. Stats isnt that easy as i thought. The theory part are sometimes kind of confusing. But theory part will determine either i am able to get A for stats. I am more or less done with it. And i am fully prepared for the very last paper of this semester at 4pm. And my holiday will start exactly 6pm sharp. Its a 400m run , with 100m left. I am sprinting towards the finish line~ Something to add to my motivation. I was jubilant when i received an email from the number 1 internet radio station in UK. I applied to be an internet radio DJ in UK. The listeners there are around 200 to 400. I send in my resume with a 30seconds dj clip last week. and they sent me an email today notifing me that i am recruited. I was like.. OMG?!?!?!? Cos i was just applying to play play , to see whether i am that lucky.. and i guess lady luck is on m

20th August 2008 , Wednesday Hey yo , i am back. Had econs exam today. The exam today was okay..erm.. easier than i thought. Cos compared to the past year papers , last year's one was much tougher. So i am HAPPY! XDD I did qns 3 & 4 for the choosing of 2,3,4. I was doing all 3 actually. Then i realised i get to choose. So i jus chose any 2 that i think i am more confident with. Actually there was a discussion after exam about qns 3 whether it is monopolistic or perfect competition. I wrote monopolistic and i am praying that its correct (: I am aiming very high marks for all of the exams cos i know i did very badly for the 40% for all modules. And overall , i am going for As.. so i am kinda stressed up.. But i guess i will jus have to stress for 2 more days. Cos i am taking my last paper on FRIDAY! Stats!!~ I studied the concept today , tomorrow chiong practice. And i guess i will be ready for my very last paper of this semester (: -----------------------------------------------

19th August 2008 , Tuesday Woke up in the late morning today. Started on econs at around 1.30. When i was revising. Kind of not focus... But slowly get into it le.. Revised on tutorial qns , also the last year paper. Some questions were kind of hard.. But i think i am more or less prepared for tml's econs paper. 2 more papers to go , Tml - Econs Friday - stats. All the way alex! Jia you! ------------------------------------------------- 你把我灌醉 , 你让我流泪 , 扛下了所有罪 , 我拼命挽回, 你把我灌醉 你让我心碎, 爱得收不回.

I jus blogged a couple of hours ago and here i am again. I am kind of emo now. Not about relationship , friendship or family. But.. thinking of the past. I dunno why , i love to think back.. I was thinking how i was , back during 2005. I was sec 2 at that time. I was kind of blur and dunno much about life. Just a small little boy who only focuses on studies and do well in school. I was a class monitor back at that time and also a prefect in school. I also took part in the maths olympiad as i was very very interested and confident with my maths. But i didnt take this seriously and didnt achieve distinction for it. I can still remember how my life was like.. Everyday wakes up in the morning at 5.30am. Reached school at 6.20am when the school only starts at 7.20. Go for taf club training at 6.30. I started taf club since sec 1 and i managed to slim down when i was sec 2. ( But sec 3 & 4 was the year that my stomach started to expand. ) I actually have to attend for prefect meeting ev

18th August 2008 , Monday Hey! I am back home! Had accounts exam today from 4 to 6. Though i can sleep later. But i prefer to have it in the morning cos i will be fresher to think. Accounts exam was tougher than i thought. I was struggling with the theory questions. and also... the last qns ( depreciation ) which consists of 30 marks. and its more challenging as the qns that i practised on depreciation was dealing with 2 equipments but the exam gave us four equipments. I only had 29 mins and 10 seconds to do the last question which consists of 4 sub qns I know what to do.. I think and think the steps i did when i was revising.. Slowly the answers came.. But the clock was ticking. Until i left 2 sub qns to do and i found out.. i am left with just precious 10 mins. Furthermore , the last 2 sub qns consists of 16 marks. I started to increase the pace of my writing and thinking. I breathed harder. I have no more time to try and error to check if its correct or wrong already. So i just depe

17th August 2008 , Sunday Not much about today. Studied accounts today.. Then watch table tennis final , Singapore VS China. Kinda disappointed with singapore's performance in final though they still got a silver medal. I watched the match and Team Singapore was kind of complacent. But its already a remarkable performance from them for getting a silver medal since 1960. Alex is ready for tomorrow's exam. Bring it on accounts (:

16th August 2008 , Saturday I AM SO HIGH!!~ at 12.40am in the morning Let me blog what happen on saturday though its an early sunday now.. ------------------------------------------- Woke up at 10 plus in the morning , found out that i left 2 days to prepare for accounts exam , the exam that i am least to look forward for.. Got 2 nice songs from my sister , 2 songs from the hotspot OST. Superman and jue dui wu di and i was like rapping these 2 songs all the way from 12noon till 2pm. Haha. It feels so great to rap! XDD After having some " mood appetizer " , went to start on accounts. Doing the questions that i got from printing shop. At the start , i was like.. " erm.. who exactly is accounts? Should i just give up? " But i went to be friend with it and dig out its " di " qing qing chu chu ( quote from i not stupid movie ) So started doing some questions , inventory , bank reconciliation , Overdue , trial balance , profit & loss statement , balance shee

15th August 2008 , Friday -------------------------------------------- The previous post was by Ah nan :b -------------------------------------------- Wow. what a tiring day.. Woke up in the morning and feel uncomfortable i guess thats the feeling of sick? But i am trying to tell myself that this is just an imagination , and keep telling myself that I am fit! But.. to no avail.. haha. Went to school for POM exam today at 9am. Very long never take exam le , so i was not really 100% prepared for it. I know all the theories but what counts is whether i am able to memorise everything in my head.. I guess everything was okay.. except on one 6 marks question that asked me to state 3 characteristics of contemporary organisation. The first thing that i think of was.. eh.. contingency is it.. but when i relate it back to the source , it makes no sense at all. So i spent 30 mins solely on that 6 marks question. GOSH. I managed to complete all questions and definitely going for a score of A cos i

Marcus here, at alex's house now with Adison Weijun and Iris. POM was quite ok and watching the table tennis semis now. (C'mon Jia Wei!) The rest are mahjonging now. See you.

14th August 2008 , Thursday Happy 1st year anniversary to my blog! This blog was created on 14th August 2007 , The reason was simple , cos u asked me to.. I made a promise to you that i will do up a blog after my o levels cos at that time , i took things for granted , I thought we will be together forever but things didnt turn out the way i thought.. Our fairytale ended on the last day of july. I couldnt do much cos i know it was totally over. But the only thing that i can do is to keep up to the promises that i have made . by fulfilling one of the promises which is to start up a blog and i did fulfil it on this date last year... In this 365 days , this is the 140th post and also i changed two blogskins so far with the same url since last year. Similarly , the songs remain unchanged too. ----------------------------------------- That was the past , it will not matter.. What does matter is.. the future. Currently , I am enjoying my life with BL clique , whatever clique & also other

13th August 2008 , Wednesday Happy Birthday Simonne Uncle!!~ & your birthday also marks our friendship for a year? haha. ------------------------------------------------------ You were right , i did changed after the last quarrel we had. Everything changes including me. I didnt spoken any profanities in front of you before , But now , i said it freely without noticing it.. When i was with you , My attitude & character was much better than now , But now , i am no far different from a jerk. I miss my old self when i was with you. I really love the times that we had. I will change back to that alex that u knew.

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11th August 2008 , Monday Still Sick. Went to jurong point to meet si hui today at 12.30, planned to watch money not enough 2. But, the the queue was so long till song song dao jurong.. it was so dam packed.. Didnt expected that.. haha cos i seldom go jurong point too. So instead we went to have lunch at kfc. And i found out sth about her during the lunch. o.O =X Then.. she also said she gtg at 3 too cos she meeting her friend. After that we went to arcade.. But she didnt want to play anything. h aha.. However , we found two cute boy boy playing this electric air hockey , When they hit the flat ball rite , their legs are like off the ground then struggling to hit it. SO CUTE!!~ After that , we went to shop around.. and so weird.. i dun see my phone k850i on sale in most of the shops , maybe all of the shops? Then walk walk till 3pm then when i wanna get a cup of bubble tea , so qiao met her friend which she was supposed to meet. so after getting bubble tea then i go back le while she w

10th August 2008 , Sunday I AM SICK! Nothing much for today.. Stayed at home to watch beijing olympics and also studying on stats today. I understand all the concepts of it already.. so now its down to practising.. even i know concept also no use... stats need to practice more (: Cant study much today cos of my irritating flu. Grrr! --------------------------------------------------------------- Do u know how depressing it is when i wake up every morning to realise that you are gone and we will never be together ever again? Knowing that i owe u a lot a lot , but yet i dun have the opportunity to amend my mistakes and bring happiness to you? I know u still love him a lot, put down ur dam pride and get back ur true happiness. As for me , its not an issue anymore. Even if i stay put , the world still revolves , Life still continues. I will move on and pull myself back (:

9th August 2008 , Saturday Wow. what a great day. S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E Today is the national day! Met ray , jieyi , des and ferdy at city hall station at 3 plus. It was so packed even at the station there. We went to marina square to find si hui. This is the first time i meet her.. First impression.. gao mei! haha , or gao jie? Then we played pool there till 6. After that we went to food court to have dinner. As usual , the food court is packed with pple too. And credit to jieyi for helping us to find seats.. Cos there were 2 adults camping at the table already.. then when the pple left that table , she just sit there and act blur. LOLS. After makan , we went to rooftop there to watch fireworks.. and the last time i got the chance to see live fireworks was more than 4 years ago. so the feeling was quite shiok when sparkling and beautiful fireworks boom boom boom in the sky. haha. After 8 plus , we went to play pool again and i guess all of us had fun. haha. XDD After pool , home sweet hom

8th August 2008 , Friday Today is the Eighth day , Eighty month on 2008. Met wei jun outside his sec sch at 12.45. then we went to changi airport to meet marcus and iris. Went for lunch and hui zin joined us soon later.. After makan , we went to study at coffee bean. Had white chocolate dream ice blended. Its simply great! Haha. Study till 5pm.. Then i stick with my default plan which is meeting ferdy and others at boon lay at 6.30. So i took train with hui zin while marcus , wei jun and iris went to chinese swimming club.. But.. when i was in the train going towards boon lay , the meeting was cancelled.. So i alighted at kallang station and took bus 32 and meet the other 3 at katong there. It was so crowded at the bus stop there la.. alot buses were packed that only 2 passangers were allowed to board the bus.. Played basketball with wei jun while marcus and iris sat at one side cos marcus is injured and iris dun wanna play.. After that , we went to have dinner at the restaurant , and

7th August 2008 , Thursday What a tiring day... Presented the sharepoint project about business website which consists 30%. My group consists of Aunties no. 1 , 2 & 3 and me! and we did the party planner website and mr tan said we did well jus that we lack of photo gallery.. gosh.. we missed out this photo galley which consists of 6 marks.. But i think overall we did great! Mr tan even ask us if we are interested to do this for real where we help his friend in doing this party planner webpage and we will be paid! XDD After school , went for squash training.. And this is the third time that i am complaining about my injured wrist and finger.. I feel so $@#% &! to have a injured wrist la.. is like i cant even do a forehand stroke now.. argh!! i guess i gonna rest for quite a long time and hope that my hand wil recover soon (: and.. today is the last day of school before we start our 1st sem exam next friday.. Somemore , i have a bacteria infection between my nose and mouth which

6th August 2008 , Wednesday Sick & Tired... Went school early today to do sharepoint project which contains 30% Went for POM lecture for an hour which is obviously a wasting time lecture... After that , went library at 1 to do sharepoint project , do till 6.30pm. Roughly here and there le.. Gonna present tml.. hope everything will go smoothly (: Jia feng helped me buy 4D yesterday on 5th august with the number 2331. *There are links with all these numbers * First time playing 4D , but no luck luhhs.. Was trying to be dramatic at 8pm by tuning into the radio and awaiting for my 2331 to be read out.. but i guess this will only happen in dramas? haha.. Have been planning on SoupYouth nowadays... Currently have 4 plans with 2 specific ones but not all plans are the best one.. Each have their own pros and cons.. Thats the headache part.. Time is running up where we dun have much time to establish our plan and strategies.. Furthermore , exams are around the corner , so gonna focus on st

4th August 2008 , Monday I have nothing much to talk about today.. Just one word. Disappointed...

3rd August 2008 , Sunday Didnt went for group study with the nyp clique today , cos my friends will be coming over to my hse today. Feel very ps , to pang seh them again =X Study a little at home , Cant find the passion and mood to study , cos the last exam i took was like.. O LEVELS? and that was like.. last october? Ferdy , Jason & Reen came over to my hse to have dinner cooked by my mum! Haha! very long never have such a shiok dinner le , Discussed about SoupYouth and reen gtg at 8.30 and the others left with her (: Had a great time chatting with whatever peeps today , it has been quite some time that i really sit down and have a nice chat with them XD 8th August 08 is arriving soon , its a nice date. But.. i am still thinking on how to spend it.. erm...? ------------------------------------------------ Every success starts with a dream.

1st August 2008 , Friday Oh gosh.. i was so busy with my project work and other stuffs that.. I was totally unaware that it was 31st July yesterday! Yesterday was 31st July. I seem to have been traumatised by this date. A year ago, the biggest fear in my life came , my life , my dream , all of it were shattered... This year , It was quite bad too.. But it wasnt that bad compared to last year. I scored 28/40 for stats test and C+ for the project. I was expecting 32 and above. when i check the paper , alot mistakes i made were careless! Next , I went squash after school with a injured finger at my left hand and a injured wrist at my right hand. The pain is unbearable. All of my smacks were way off target, my surf are powerless , my forehand stroke cant make an impact too which cost me losing every game i play yesterday. Instead , My right wrist's injury worsen and i was forbidded to play squash for a week. ------------------------------------------------------------- By right, I am