Writing down my journey..

未来以成了现在, 现在以成了过去.

一日过一日 一夕又一夕 一年又一年 不知何时共嬋娟 -熊康诚

Remembering having this at eun hang dong, extremely spicy noodle Eating korean instant noodle, reminds me of korea. Eating it back there at dormitory. While eating... Just asked myself some personal question. Who am i? Doesnt seem to give a detailed answer... Lived for 19 years, still cant give myself. Really feeling abit stupid. Shit. Let me start one by one, pening down one by one. I am.... Someone who is unpredictable. You never know what i am going to do next. Because of my indecisive character. I make last minute decisions very easily. Good or bad? You rate it.

In life, all i want is to be happy like a normal person. I have not found the way yet.

A good question. A question mark or a full stop?

I would like to start to move forward. Going against the odds once again, when almost everyone has given up. I am bringing out the guts to set this. I would be busy this year according to the following. Dreams, goals and targets to hit this year. According to my 3 principles this year, Goal - Meaningful - Integrity I got a dream that I would like to accomplish before i perish in this world. What i want the most in life is not my life or money. I want to top all the mountains in the world. I will work towards it from the age when i was 19. (1st Priority) 1) Slim down and shape up – Healthy! 2) Launch of online business (2nd Priority) 1) Braces 2) Driving Licence (3rd Priority) 1) Scuba Diving Licence 2) Marathon Run (4th Priority) 1) Visit korea at least once this year 2) Squash Apart from working and applying to univerisities, this is the busy 2011 i am looking foward to and actually accomplishing it. I am doing it one by one. In order to motivate others, i have to be motivated first.

"人生在世，究竟是性命重要，還是活得有目標，有意義，有尊嚴重要"? Goal, Meaningful, Integrity. 2011 principles to follow.

The thought of those memories in korea, the feeling is really strong, a really special magical feeling. Figuring that now back to singapore, Its a new start, no more fooling around. No more dinners with topher and co. No more lunch and catching toys with daniel. Its all left back there. Knowing that now life changes for me. I am not going to school 9am or 10am anymore. I am not bound to anything. I choose what i want now. A new year, a new start to 2011.

Once upon a time, A teenager, 18 year old boy made a dream, a really long dream. He entered the dreamland in the early september of 2010. His mission was to experience a student life without friends by his side supporting him because he thought he will be left alone without all his friends who has been supporting him for the 3 years in poly. Instead, he met 2 comrades in the first month, these 2 have been a pillar of strength for him. Phrasing it again, these 2 are the best mates he ever had in his life. One is an american, another an african. and of cos with the boy, an asian. The widest spread of combination one ever can have. Among anywhere else in the world, these 3 indifferent people with different ethnicity, culture, values and belief met in a country call korea. They hang out together at miller time, a bar that they would visit there at least once each week. They too hangout at another bar call garten bier without fail, almost every friday with other friends from singapore and t