A new start.

I guess i let it all out yesterday.
I blogged out my emotions,
i talked to her about it,
how i felt these couple of years.

And i have never felt so relieved before.
Yesterday was both an emotional & crazy night.

I hide that 3 words for very long,
and i finally said that to her personally.

I promise to get over it and i definitely will.
I swore i will never ever emo again, and i mean it.
I guess i was stuck at that corner for too long,
i really feel free now.

But not that free,
cos exams are coming,
next monday for godness sake.
I pin high hopes on myself,
giving more pressure to force myself to study even harder.


Jia you Jia you Alex!

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