Writing down my journey..

Today was the most tiring and stressful day in NYP so far.. My Wednesday lessons start at 9am and end at 2pm. However , today is an exceptional day which ended at 6pm. Due to the public holiday tomorrow , Lecturers and tutors squeezed their lessons into Wednesday for make up. Tutorial , Lecture and Lecture , Lab Lesson. AND AN IT MODULE ICA TEST. Fortunately , i started the day with a smile =). Manchester United beat Barcelona 1 - 0 and is through to the Final of Champions League =) Alright , Started off the day with John Ho lesson , our class form teacher. As usual , he wear so cute that makes himself so fit. XDD Then went for an hour lunch break with the class and saw Shuyu at the North Canteen with her clique playing Big 2.5 ( Tie-Ti )LOLS. Then went for the POM lecture follow up by Statistics Lecture. Its heavy to take in so many things at one go. But yet , we still have to.. After that , its the ICA test for Internet and Web Module time. 25 MCQs and i scored 22/25!!~ with Benarde...

I am back on 30th April 2008!!~ I know the posts last year were very emo. Dun worry! CHEERFUL ALEX IS BACK!!~ Lots of things happened during these 6 months. I guess i cant summarise everything happened in these 6 months in one day. I miss my buddies in 4E2 ; =X And also my kakis in BL!!~ XDD I am currently in NYP Business Management instead of NP marine engineering as my appeal was successful XDD. Currently in the class of BL , BM0811. Trying out Canoeing/Kayaking and Piano XDD. The first Canoe training was tough for me , as i havent been exercising for 6 months and suddenly , i ran 1.6km , 18 pull ups , 30 pushups and 60 crutches. I guess thats the reason why the seniors in Sprint kayak team are so fit including girls. However , i am not giving up no matter how tough it is XDD. Piano was more crazy. 500 pple signed up for it and only 30 pple will be recruited for the beginner's class. Alright. Will be having ICA Test( In Course Assignment ) for Internet and Web Module. Hopefully w...

Alright , I finished my chinese paper 1 and 2 today!~ Felt more relieved. Left 4 papers now , physics paper 2 , ss , chem paper 1 and physics paper 1. Alright. After 12 nov. I will be free liiaos. And i will try to get back the thing that i have lost. This time round , when i do my chinese o levels paper. I felt very different from the time that i have took it on may. I guess the reason was her. My mind is all filled with nothing but her. I couldnt concentrate when i was doing my compo. Everyday , I look at the letters that u gave me. I am starting to memorise bit by bit of it in my heart. Tear drops are inevitable. U wrote me so many letters , yet i only replied some back to you. I regretted for taking u for granted. You know its not easy for me to forget our past and u know too. Its already the 93th day that we have break. And its also ur 88th day that u guys have been together. I guess u guys must be celebrating now. Every night , I will think about you. And i tear every night. The ...

Alright. Had 3 papers today and now i left 7 more papers!~ Actually after next mon , i will be very very relaxed le.. Cos next mon is social studies which is the subject that i have never passed before in this 2 years time. Alright. Today's english compo was quite okay. Just that english compre was hard. But i still hope i will not break record for my tuition and at least get a B3. Cos no one have attained a grade of less than B3 when my tuition teacher teaches them. But , me and zhi wei might be the record breaker. Lols.. But still hope for a B3.. =X Went around during lunch break which is around 1 and a half hour. went to kfc first but no stock. Then decided to go to the coffeeshop and take away and bring it to the school canteen to eat. Then later had e maths paper 1. For the first few questions , my mind was like stuck... Then i couldnt think much. But as i do and do , it got better. I find today's paper was quite alright. Hope to have an A1 =D. Tmr will be E maths paper 2 ...

Alright.. I am so dead now.. Feeling sick.. Sian 1/2. Feeling sick at this period??? Its O levels!~ And i am like half dead? Oh my.. Hais.. Hope that i will recover tomorrow ba.. Or else.. i think ho seh liao.. Alright. It will be the first humanities exam tml.. And its history.. I hope the topics that i studied will come out for both SBQ and SEQ. Hoping for the best. Hitler? Chamberlain? Lenin? Stalin? Gorbachev? Sun yat sen? Mao Zedong? Oh my.. This pple are giving me headache... Hais.. But still.. have to memorise in order to do well. Alright.. Gonna go study somemore le.. All the best to others who are taking History tml!~ I am willing to sacrifice anything just for you. As day by day pass by , we are separated further and further apart. Perhaps u have forgotten me and also our past. But , i hasnt. You will always have a place in my heart , Nicole. Because of my stupidity , i lost someone that is very important to me.

Alright. Had Chem paper 2 today. It was quite alright.. But most of my friends said that it was easy.. So lets see lo.. Will be having a day break tml cos no paper. But on friday , i will be having history. So.. i really have to do well cos Tourism needs humanities! So.. just hope for the best that the topic i am studying will come out. Erm.. how i wish o levels will be over tml... So that.. i can start to do things that i wan to do! Hais... Alright.. gonna go study history liao.. =D Humans only start to cherish things when they are gone. And when its gone , it will never come back again. If not for this break , i would not have realised how much i really love you. And also.. to think back about the mistakes that i did to hurt u. I realised everything now. But its all too late Bcos. we will never be able to be together again. After so many times i hurt u , U didnt groan or shout at me. Instead , u swallow it all yourself. Until.. u was really sick of me , And u found someone new. My pl...

Alright. Wasnt in the mood to study now. So just come and blog lo.. Today was a maths paper 2. and it will be my last time doing a maths le. But.. i think i flunk it.. cos i thought back and i really did some careless workings.. Hais.. just hoping for the best lo.. *cross my fingers* Tomorrow will be chemistry paper 2. And i am not very confident.. Cos.. i never touch chemistry for a week le.. Horrible rite. heh. Hais.. i want to study.. But whenever i do.. Alot of memories flooded through my mind. I guess I will never forget her.. I thought time will heal. But looks like it hasnt.. I will never forget the day 23 may 2006. and also.. will never ever forget u , nicole. I know i hurt you several times. which i should not have. As actually i should protect u from being hurt.. Instead of hurting u... I realised my mistake already.. But its all too late. I know u are leading a happy life now. I could only watch u from the side.. Looking how happy u are. But not sharing the happy times with ...