Writing down my journey..

Constantly looking for knowledge. Everyday is a different lesson learnt. Just turned 18, four days ago. Glad to be and wishes everyday is. 1) Thank you Shina, Jiayi, Priya and Hong wei for celebrating with me at Shangri-La. Thanks for the little surprise for me (: 2) Thank you Jing Han for decorating such a nice customized birthday card and a cake for me. That is the best present. 3) Thank you everyone who wished me too (: 17 years have passed. I looked back on the last day of my 17 on 24th nov, walking down the streets and asked myself, "how much have i achieved? What i did right and wrong?" I find myself doing the wrong things even though i know it is not appropriate to. So.. my theme for 18's year is to move forward, think less and do what is right. ----------------------------------- These 4 days, i have been engaging myself on work at IT Fair Sitex show @ Expo . The crowd is not as many as compared to those hosted at suntec convention centre, but the tiredness is sti...

"There is nothing good or bad, but thinking make it so." - William Shakespeare I am looking around, trying to get away from the reality by engaging myself in Maplestory these 2 days. But thinking back, it was stupid. I feel so stressed up right now without having any plan to get things done. - I have 3 projects on hand. - 2 tests this week. - 3 French Assignments waiting to be done by week 8 which seem rather alien to me. - 4 days of work this week at IT fair. - 4 days of esplanade training next week. - Furthermore, just got a news that my mum's friend's dog will be arriving our house for a week stay next week too. With so many things on my head right now, i am unable to be how calm i used to be. I am starting to panic. And how so nice, this seems to be a time management challenge for my upcoming 18th birthday in 3 days time. I wonder if i am able to celebrate with ease. Talking about my 18th birthday, i may want to take a walk around some memorable places i have had ...

要绕几个弯，才会明白? 5 tests during these 2 weeks. Had 1 yesterday, business finance and i dont have much confidence in the answer i have wrote down but hope for the best. 2 tests coming tml and 2 more next week. Its all about tests. Thinking about it, my 18th birthday is around the corner. Thinking back, 17 years just passes like that. I ask myself, how successful am i now? how close am i to my goal or do i even have a specific one. How many 17 years does one person have? I dont want to think too much on other things, i shall just concentrate on my tests, projects and exams. Will take a short break tomorrow to enjoy movie with friends.

When i think of my future, There are too many things i want to fufill that I could'nt decide on one. And thats why, i am still on a road to nowhere. It feels weird today to have all the important calls coming together on the same day. Its just so nice, i didnt went to school, stayed home to recover my sickness. 1) IT fair in charge called me, say i am confirm working this time. As usual, for lenovo. 2) Resort world themepark personnel called me to go down for interview this saturday to join them as a themepark crew. 3) The most important one came, KFC contest organiser called me and confirmed me a place for this contest. And i cant believe it, omg. I rejected it. I dont know what was the reason that i rejected it. My mind was in a whirl when i heard i got a slot there. But what i will be missing, i guess maybe alot. I will be missing 2 days of school, friday and monday. I will miss 3 tests. I will miss the job interview and even an opportunity to work there. But there is a devil...

What a chance. I am yet to recover from my fever, cough and sorethroat. It seems to be getting from bad to worse that i am too sick to get anything into my head. I spent the whole afternoon looking through business finance and management accounting but it wasnt productive. Actually made plan to have a picnic with SLAY tml afternoon but i dont think i am able to withstand the cold environment outside with my current condition. Dont feel good at all, so please let me recover asap. And OH. i have a thing to blog about. There is this KFC contest where 100 lucky people were drawn to compete in the 100 hours movie marathon this coming thursday. And Shina happen to get chosen for this marathon. and oh i forgot to mention the prize. Prize: $10,000 and a 3D2N trip for 2 to Hollywood with free lounging. However, shina rejected the offer . Then she happen to share it with me on msn. So i asked her if could get the organiser to give the chance to me on behalf of shina. They agreed but i will be o...

'You never know what will happen next unless you experience it.' I am sick, I am hurt, I am stressed up. How much worse can it get? Cough, Sorethroat, fever - it felt like i have lost the power to fight on. Whats more is that i have 3 tests next week awaiting for me. This is the first time i am questioning myself with low confidence. I ask myself, where are my motivation or did i lost it? If it is, then i got to find a new one quickly to strive on. Although i managed to get over with the wiki presentation this morning but i know myself that i did it badly. It felt strange presenting in front of new classmates when many seem so competitive. I got to work out on these soon, if not i will be living with regrets at the end of the sem when the results are released. When everything goes wrong, there may just be a thing or two that is worth to call for celebration. The results for year 2 sem 1 is out where i had attachment at BSC & Giordano & taking up 2 study modules. Att...