Writing down my journey..

There is no failure in my dictionary. Some convos with old mate, grig. How HS is and why he left. Hearing from what grig actually told me, it seems that things arent on the right track. Talked to reen and si hui to hear what is happening too. Then, passing a message to ferdy through reen. Giving a kind message, telling him not to give up. But he told me, "He left already, still care so much for what". I was upset to hear that la. It doesnt pay to be nice towards ferdy. I have already parted from this place. But HabboSoup was actually the place where i grew up. From 15 years old to 17. It is very cek ang to see things going like that. The place where i learn, where i imply my knowledge at, the place where i gave my best and feel the sense of achievement after recovering from a downfall. I would not want to see hs falling day by day, nothing is impossible, get a grab back with new strategy. I will pray for you. Yesterday Out with SLAY once again! :D - Dinner - Transformers - Po...

Paint the sky with clouds Just returned from east coast park . Went cycling the whole day and conquered both east coast and changi beach park with a total of more than 16km . I have not been cycling for such a long distance for quite some time. Butt is aching. lol. Went with daniel, sieh na, shannon and yue wen . About this trip, i can say is quite random. Cos, i only know the 3 girls for like a few days only and so qiao that i am in the same team as daniel for attachment. Daniel and the 3 girls are in the same class, so they jio me along for this outing. Though it was a tiring afternoon, but it was fun (:

Calm and Peaceful. Yesterday wasnt friday the 13th. But there were 2 breaking news . First of all, i guess the whole world knows already that Michael Jackson was announced that he has passed away in the morning. When i first heard the news early in the morning from daniel, i was like, "Dont give me that shit so early". Sad la, but true. Next breaking news is that, at around approximately 5 plus in the evening. There was a news that a year 1 student from our school, nyp has contacted h1n1 flu . Also, the first case in nyp. I dont know how many days that this case has been, but i guess its pretty serious, i see teachers and even some students wearing mask when i was on my way home. So.. now... i guess everyone from the TEP attachment is hoping that the school will close down for like one week or so. I need a break! I didnt have the time to enjoy my 2 weeks term break before i actually start my attachment. Oh yea, and talking about TEP, i am really happy that i am in a team wit...

This agony of pain is killing me. I have deleted my previous post. Because it makes me sound like a retard. lol. The reason is that because it doesnt apply to me. Students having attachment will still have to go to school. Sigh, arent we human too?

I realise, I know, I must. School attachment is real bored that i am facebooking most of the time. I dont really like to facebook though. But.. i guess that is something fun to kill time apart than neopets. Lol. mentioning about neopets i cant believe that it still exist. What we actually do at attachment is some simple stuffs then we can complete in 5-10 mins and teacher gave us the whole day to do on it. Is that really hands on experience? Alamak. Now, i have 39 days more to go and i am seriously thinking of something to do. Other than playing table tennis with daniel everyday during 1hr lunch break. Sigh, and also about squash , since there is no training this week so i shall train on my own. lets make it tomorrow then. November is the competition and i know myself i have not even got the feel of the basic yet. I need self discipline. Oh ya, something about me that i forgot to mention. I cut my hair again 2 days ago . LOL. Here is the only picture that i have for my short hair, ta...

I will succeed this time. For the past 2 days, 2 friendly visits and stayover from zhiwei and ah kiat. That also means i have been sleeping late too. But fortunately time allowed me to recover my sleep today evening after coming back from my ah gong 87th birthday celebration. I realise that i have been eating good food and not exercising much.. So.. from today onwards once again. I have set to recover back to my ultimate diet plan! Eat less carbs! Exercise more! Also, i wonder how my 2nd week of attachment will be like. We shall see (: Attachment long hours is disabling me to attend squash training and i am desperate to train better. Anyone wanna squash with me anyday next week after 5.30pm? P.S: Cheer up Zhi wei!

Let go and move on. What a dream. I had a dream that is exciting, and the person involved was who i wanted to dream about, but also somehow disturbing. Many scenes actually happened in this dream - Car speeding but i wasnt the one driving, it was her. In the car, there was a random guy who kept appearing in the car and steal over the driver seat despite how many times we throw that person out. And also, having a good talk with her. I did some research about what the dream symbolises my thinking and it is actually true. Alright, put that aside, just putting that down as something to read about next time. Having bbq gathering with sec sch mates later on in the evening (: