Writing down my journey..

岁月不饶人。。。 While listening to 那些年 the popular song that brings back memories of our younger days. 曾经想征服全世界。 My memories has been summarised through a song, through this sentence. Once, thought that I am created to make wonders and etc.. when that was merely 16 year old. Played a game called Habbo before, a game that is rather similar to the world, just a virtual world. Where u have companies, chill rooms, shops, pubs and your own house. I created some new games and new companies during my 2 years in that game. I met people with all walks of life in there, I also landed my adam khoo coach position through a friend recommendation from there. My english got better through being a radio DJ for one of the fansite. I met a business partner in there too. A lame game doesn't sound that lame too haha. I guess no matter where are you, as long as you can make the best out of something, you will find the joy in it and take a few things with me after that. I will be using this mentality to spend ...

Disgusted and losing faith in humanity. In a MRT train, an old lady was looking for a seat to rest herself as she didn't look well. However all seats were taken. She went over to a priority seat and asked a guy nicely. To my horror, the guy who is a China PRC questioned her.. "Why must I let you sit?"(the guy said in mandarin). Maybe I am starting to become a bitter person but I am starting to hate humanity. What is happening to this world? Are you stupid? You don't even understand basic courtesy, what makes you deserving to live another day than those pityful children in 3rd world country? Sometimes people cry because they are sad but I cry because people are stupid and that makes me sad. Being governed and boss around by these people, just makes my life pathetic. It's too bad that you can't just make mean people actually see that they are mean. They always think that they did nothing wrong and justify everything that they did to you. I don't hate much bu...

Its funny in life, where things you don't expect to happen on you, happens. I was taught to be grateful to things and people, who have embraced you before. I am admitting my english was really bad when I was at my secondary school level. My school had classication for english lesson where students are dividied. I was in the worst classification class. Even then I only scored a C5 for my English "O" Levels. However, I joined one teenage youth online radio as a radio DJ after O levels which saw my english speaking skills improved drastically. I started to be more outspoken where both my Oral communication and Effective writing modules in Diploma of Business course were graded an A. My presentations for projects were usually smooth and sometimes I am awed by my own performance. In my final year, I went to Korea for a semester exchange programme. At there, I was a English tutor for a university professor who is also a verteran secretary in the school committee board. Right no...

ITS FRIDAY! And its a good one! Given half day off :D Newly bought speaker delivered to my house. Enjoying music, with air con and prolly getting a beer too. Great way to end the work week. Cheers :)

6 months soldier, a year and a half to go. Its just frustrating how the system of these 2 years works, unfair yet nothing I can do about it. I am whining because I have been leading my life really well before this and leading others too in camps, squash practices, projects and of course in jobs. It is just screwing me up day by day. Understanding being a good leader, has to be a good follower as well. But the authorities aren't showing good examples and capabilities. I have lost the respect and drive to perform for now. Little opportunities yet high expectations, this seems to be what is happening around. If you ask me what do I gain so far for 25% of 2 years time, I can't really specifically say it there. But because of people coming from all walks of life, I get to know different hybrids of people which I find it pretty interesting. I understand their background more, where do they came from resulting in their current attitude towards life and how they present themselves. Eve...

Life is full of changes, if you can't accept changes, you can't accept life. This sentence struck me during a conversation with one of my higher authority in camp.