心里的孩子


小時候 我們 哭著 哭著 就笑了
長大後 我們 笑著 笑著 卻哭了

小時候 我們只需要專注一件事，就能感受到快樂
長大後 選擇變多了，感受卻不夠深刻
小時候 哪怕只是一個微笑，都被視為無上至寶
長大後 就算付出全部，也不一定保證被愛

這是我感受到的
面對一年一年成長的淬鍊 現實生活工作的挑戰 有時好想逃跑
感受到身邊伙伴們也跟我一樣
被要求 被期望 被督促
所以變得 越來越不敢表達 越來越膽小 想法卻越來越複雜
就算笑 也帶著淚

其實小時候的我們並不是這樣的
我們有夢想 敢表達 抬頭看到的是遼闊的世界
突然間覺得......
能不能 不要長大
能不能 找回[心裡的孩子]
讓單純與天真 在夢想裡豢養著 
就算哭 也會帶著笑

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Homesick O' No

Despite all the fun, I admit I am homesick. A common cycle one will go through in a different environment '4H': Honeymoon-Homesick-Hate-Homesweethome. Missing my mum alot. A scene today when i passed by a temple, saw an old lady, probably in her 60s. Could barely find a black hair on her, could say all white. Me and my friend, both of us were looking around for directions. Happen to met her, showed a benevolence face with wrinkles and of about 150 height. Somehow somewhere i could find a resemblance of my mum. I looked at her closely, and the thought of that mother would aged like her one day killed my strong front that i have to put. I was secretly tearing out of nowhere. She just resemble my mum alot, not very much on the look but the way she talk to us and how nice she was. Everyone ages, many know this but dont understand and i dont too. We can do all we want in life but there is a time limit to filal piety. I just think i am not a good enough son.
Read more

We had once upon a time...

Once upon a time, There was a village where some humans are equipped with wings and unfortunately some do not. There was an ordinary little boy who is one of the unfortunate ones without the wings, he was playing in the backyard of his village, he was running around with butterflies. Running after those butterflies, made him ran further and further from his village, he soon discovered a cliff. The little boy was curious what lies at the bottom of the cliff, as he went closer to the edge of the cliff, he then soon realised it is a very deep end, where he could hardly see any visible sights of ground. Then came a gentle female voice that seems to come from the bottom of the cliff, "Hello, you are? Wanna be friends?" The little boy made friends with the anonymous voice from the bottom of the cliff and came by often to the cliff to chat with her. After a week, both the little boy and girl enjoys each other accompany. One day when the little boy makes him daily routine visit again
Read more

Decision.

Image
A dream that may turn into reality. Nothing much today, Same old routine at home. However, another big decision i have to make. About the Singapore Youth Flying Club. It all started with my friend, shawn. I have not played habbo for sometime, around two months. Also, i have not keep in touch with my habbo friends, whatevers clique since January until last week. But due to my curiosity i went back to habbosoup to help and engage myself in habbo everyday for at least 10 mins per day. Then, on saturday, 4th April, i happen to met one of my friend in the whatevers clique, shawn. He suddenly talked about PPL. Then engaged me to know more about it. He then told me SYFC - Singapore Youth Flying Club, that he is going there to apply for flying application. After he said that, i recalled 2 years back, my maths tuition teacher did told me about the youth flying club and urged me to join. Back then i didnt really pay much attention to it, but it did left me a deep impact. To be honest, since yo
Read more