Writing down my journey..

Even its a glimpse of hope, always keep it alive :) Sometimes when you are somewhere at the lowest point of life and in a crisis, a miracle does happen and that was what has happened to me, time and time again :) Its like I am being blessed for creating miracles for myself. Just like I am equipped with a superpower - to be able to create miracles. But of course, nothing drops from the sky. I believe firmly more on the positive attitude within me and the never dying attitude that keeps create such "miracles." As I was complaining on my personal financial crisis where I went down into a serious recession on my previous post and just the next day, a solution came to me. Now I am a private tutor for 2 secondary 1 students and a primary 2 student, which means I will not be struggling so much on my financial issue now, or maybe not anymore :) This news was so great to me that my relative with 3 kids is looking for a tutor, hence I decided to do what I do best, teaching and mentorin...

Things are going badly, downturn of family issue. Struggle for financial issue is hurting relationships. Debts here and there. Even 3 meals is a problem. Just want to get over this unlucky year and wish for a better smooth year ahead. Never worry for money like this before, used to be able to control my financial pretty well. If I am low in cash, I know where to earn it. I got my resources. But now I am so tight up with my commitments that I am obliged to work outside because I am under service. I lost my freedom and also my basic rights(to be able to earn money). Its pushing me to my limit for a bad offer which is to sign on with the air force. But that will be very harsh and unwise. I need a miracle somewhere, please make it happen.