Writing down my journey..

On the last day of November 2011, Would like to thank a special someone for making my 20th birthday with the most number of presents of 9. Also, a joyful and memorable month of this year. It goes into record book, thank you sheryl :) Your effort, your love and your time. I saw it invested in me and appreciate every single one of these presents. 親爱的谢谢你， 爱你不是你的美而以， 而是我们的默契越来越靠近， 你的爱我越来越珍惜， 就这样你的明天我不想缺席。

我很想成为 一个很厉害的人， 让这个世界 因为有了我 而有一点点的改变 而我的世界就不过是你的心。

I am struggling to draw a balance in my inner peace. Some negative perceptions is disallowing my happy cells to function arghhhh. Many questions are flooding through my mind again. How will I adapt? Will I do well? Did I made the right decision or could I have made a better decision? Will I change for the good or bad with this environment? Argh..Calling cells for a conference meeting!

Your post 也说出上我心里的感受 :) 我只想说如果工作有什么事让你烦或其他的事情，你都可以和我分享。因为说出来比闷在心里头较舒服啊！ Yesterday was a good evening with you :)

Jenny - Click 5. Missing times when I was 16-18 where I was having my time at Habbosoup Radio as a DJ. This song was one of the top 20 countdown songs. This song was one of the most played song. This song was very popular among the fans with tons of dedication requested for. Radio DJ would play the the song and also get a room to chill for listeners to gather at too. I say, Habbosoup was my Youth, my childhood :)

我很喜欢我们的关系 一段敢爱敢恨的恋爱 有话会说出来但会好好说 一起勇敢地面对问题 说出来后也比较开心，心情比较舒畅 就因为这样我跟加喜欢你，喜欢我们 :)

Being shifted from company office to a corner at the ground staircase. FML. Feeling like harry potter now. Hopefully a big guy appears and rescue us. Just nice, there are 3 of us -_-. I say first, I wanna be Harry.

以美好的心，欣赏周边事物； 以真诚的心，对待每一个人； 以负责的心，做好份内的事； 以谦虚的心，检讨自己错误； 以宽阔的心，包容伤害你的人； 以真诚的心，对待所拥有的； 以平常的心，接受已发生的事实； 以放下的心，面对最难的割舍； 以感恩的心，感谢所有的人。

Revealing my forumla to be a happy kid: 1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive. 2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens. 3. Live simply and appreciate what you have. 4. Give more. 5. Expect less from people. Happy mind kick starts a fresher day. Live everyday with a happier heart :) Many people around us tend to complain this and that, induce negative thoughts to territorize our happy cells. So produce more happy cells to fight em'! :D

Tekong Weather: Rain, Cat1 - 31 degrees, 26 degrees. Office/OOT room - feels like winter (Cold...) Comparing back to 2010's winter, realised a difference in a year does matter... Back in the year of 2010, situated at the center of korea, Daejeon as a carefree exchange student where I was having what I called... the freedom of my life. Now, Tekong... sigh... Guess thats life, you have your ups and downs. Positively, at one of the aspect of life, i am having my "up". Thats how life get balanced off well :)

Another great composer found with gorgeous music - Yanni. Came across one of his many famous instrumental music, "Dare to dream" on Youtube and found that the pictures on the video were interesting, did some googling and found it is actually a form of art, an art call surrealism. Surrealism is a cultural movement that began in the early 1920s, and is best known for the visual artworks and writings of the group members. Surrealist works feature the element of surprise, unexpected juxtapositions and non sequitur. He has many great songs, this is one worthwhile to share :)

Lately, having mutiple dreams that I am in army camp. In my waking life, already in army camp. Not letting me off even in my sleep, Briefly, last night dreamt that I sneaked out of army camp during lunch hours in my soldier uniform to look up my girl as a form of surprise. She was busy so we only talked for a short while and I went to eat lunch with 2 other friends and went back to camp. Couldnt remember the details clearly but it was much more than this. Concentration Camp To see or live in a concentration camp in your dream, indicates that you are afraid of differences. You are having difficulties accepting others and their differences. Learn to appreciate diversity and the uniqueness in yourself and in others around you. If you actually lived in a concentration camp, the dream may signify a situation in your waking life which is triggering similar feelings felt at the time. True enough, indeed I had the thought to give a surprise to my sweetheart by taking MC and appear at her offic...

Just got a call from mum last night that my dad has been hospitalised due to low red blood cells. I sincerely pray and wish the best for my dad's health. Want him to be healthy and lively again. Just hope everything is fine. Sometimes I have to get whacked, then start to reflect, by the time it maybe too late.