15 year old - 2006/2007

Class 3E2


w/Jing Han in KL!


Band Exchange programme in KL

Band concert with nic! (:

Germany & Poland history trip


Class 4e2


Prom night


4e2 gathering

Whatevers - HabboSoup


BL chalet - sept



The thress musketeers. Weijun and Marcus!


Swensen study, haha. Iris and heather!


We took this at 3am on the road. I swear its in the middle of the road.


Starhub mates!


Shuyu and yimei!


SLAY!





17 Year old - 2008/2009


Whatever - New year countdown

BL Chalet - March

LYCANS! SBM leadership camp!

I am looking around, trying to get away from the reality by engaging myself in Maplestory these 2 days. But thinking back, it was stupid. I feel so stressed up right now without having any plan to get things done.

- I have 3 projects on hand.
- 2 tests this week.
- 3 French Assignments waiting to be done by week 8 which seem rather alien to me.
- 4 days of work this week at IT fair.
- 4 days of esplanade training next week.
- Furthermore, just got a news that my mum's friend's dog will be arriving our house for a week stay next week too.

With so many things on my head right now, i am unable to be how calm i used to be. I am starting to panic. And how so nice, this seems to be a time management challenge for my upcoming 18th birthday in 3 days time. I wonder if i am able to celebrate with ease.

Talking about my 18th birthday, i may want to take a walk around some memorable places i have had these few years, alone before the clock ticks at 12 o'clock.

God bless me.
I need a breather.
I need to get things right.

要绕几个弯，才会明白?


5 tests during these 2 weeks. Had 1 yesterday, business finance and i dont have much confidence in the answer i have wrote down but hope for the best. 2 tests coming tml and 2 more next week. Its all about tests.

Thinking about it, my 18th birthday is around the corner. Thinking back, 17 years just passes like that. I ask myself, how successful am i now? how close am i to my goal or do i even have a specific one. How many 17 years does one person have?

I dont want to think too much on other things, i shall just concentrate on my tests, projects and exams. Will take a short break tomorrow to enjoy movie with friends.

I am yet to recover from my fever, cough and sorethroat. It seems to be getting from bad to worse that i am too sick to get anything into my head. I spent the whole afternoon looking through business finance and management accounting but it wasnt productive. Actually made plan to have a picnic with SLAY tml afternoon but i dont think i am able to withstand the cold environment outside with my current condition. Dont feel good at all, so please let me recover asap.

And OH. i have a thing to blog about.
There is this KFC contest where 100 lucky people were drawn to compete in the 100 hours movie marathon this coming thursday. And Shina happen to get chosen for this marathon. and oh i forgot to mention the prize.

Prize: $10,000 and a 3D2N trip for 2 to Hollywood with free lounging.



However, shina rejected the offer. Then she happen to share it with me on msn. So i asked her if could get the organiser to give the chance to me on behalf of shina. They agreed but i will be on the reserved list and will be informed again on my participation by thursday 1pm.

This is really crazy. Its 100 hours of movie at open space where i am vulnerable to the weather. Furthermore, i have 2 tests on friday and 1 test on monday which means i will be missing 3 tests for this contest if i do join. The main objective for me to join this competition is to leave a good memory for my alex 17th before i got on to my 18th journey.

i am still confused on which one to choose. Contest or 3 tests?

I am sick, I am hurt, I am stressed up. How much worse can it get? Cough, Sorethroat, fever - it felt like i have lost the power to fight on.

Whats more is that i have 3 tests next week awaiting for me. This is the first time i am questioning myself with low confidence. I ask myself, where are my motivation or did i lost it? If it is, then i got to find a new one quickly to strive on.

Although i managed to get over with the wiki presentation this morning but i know myself that i did it badly. It felt strange presenting in front of new classmates when many seem so competitive. I got to work out on these soon, if not i will be living with regrets at the end of the sem when the results are released.


When everything goes wrong, there may just be a thing or two that is worth to call for celebration. The results for year 2 sem 1 is out where i had attachment at BSC & Giordano & taking up 2 study modules.

Attachment - 'A'
Customer Service - 'B+'
Project Management - 'B+'

GPA for this sem: 3.93.
Overall: 3.684
Target: 3.8 or more

Yea, I am really happy that i attained an A for my attachment despite all those nonsense i have done, the module credit for attachment is worth 24, which is equivalent to 6 normal study modules. I shall put on a big smile for this :D


Also, my stomach is growing bigger, i swear. So stop saying that i have slim down. It will only feed my ego and makes me think that i am no longer fat. But in fact i am. I have evidence to prove this too, just slap my belly and u will know. I have been eating good food twice in just 5 days. With steamboat last friday with SLAY at bugis. Another one with my BL kakis at Kushinbo.

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CONTRACT:

So i hereby swear that i am not going to eat any junk food, soft drinks, buffet and any big portion of food and i will keep my promise. So please dont be annoyed if i turn down your offer for good feast.

Whats more, is that i swear i will do at least 2.4km run per week and swimming of 1.5km per week. Also, 240 pushups and 600 dumb bells per week. I swear and i will keep my promise.

With effect asap when i have recovered. So let me recover asap please.
So well. bye good food.
Oh and this shall continue for 12 months and i will blog again in relate to this after 12 months.

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I was disappointed that you werent here,
but i was more worried if you are fine.
Sometimes i feel that i am young, immature,
not ready for relationship,
and should stop thinking about romance.
But when will i know if i am ready for it?


Had a good and long week. POL-ITE Squash competition has ended and i will have to say i left with regrets. It was my first competitive squash match and when i enter the court, it wasnt alex, it felt like i was semi conscious, having a dream. Nevertheless, i am happy to have friends who came down personally to SP to give me their utmost support and also appreciate similar support from SMSes & fb too. It was a great learning experience, i would say rather a lesson than a competition. There are many stories for me to tell and i keep this in my Alex 17's memory.

Hi November, and its merely 2 more months to a new year. This week seems to pass really fast, and i had fun on friday. Cos i guess it was the first time i had chilli crab. I have been missing crabs for a really long time and it was the first i had a chilli one. Before that, went kbox and i admit my singing is horrible kay.


3 dishes finished by 2 monsters!


Squash competition will be on, starting tomorrow.
Just bought a new pair of non marking shoe and a squash goggle, total costing 100 dollars for this competition. But what i am really excited is to play with the other poly students and gain experience, afterall this is my first time representing school for squash competition.

I am feeling that my schedule will be more hectic from next week onwards. I have 3 jobs on hand currently, and i am still finding ways to juggle it. Foolishly, i went to accept another job offer on recruitment consultant. After thinking for a few days on it, i decided to decline cos i wont be able to commit with 4 jobs on hand although i felt bad cos its quite a good opportunity.

Also, squash competition is on next week - 2Nov, 4Nov & 5Nov. I must be in top form if there is any chance nyp is to take back any medal. Also, this means i will be missing out some lessons. I have been training hard for this since last year, so i got to make 100% out of it.

I am left with 7 esplanade trainings and i will start work! Hurray!

Was watching lord of the rings earlier and some random thoughts on elves started kept me thinking. Elves are normally seen and heard in fairytales, MMORPG games, fiction books. But..Do elves exists? I started to search it on the net and many people think that it doesnt exists while those who said it exists, were talking about like - "if you think they exists, they do" and answers like whether our mind is opened or closed.

Personally i think they do, did existed. Probably not now, but i think they did few decades back. However its still possible that they dont face death and is still living. I was discussing this with jocelyn yesterday and she said i read too many fairytale books last time, haha. Maybe i do, like peter pan etc.. and also those MMORPG games that i play.

Comments on "Do elves exists?": http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20070504171104AAMKexk

There is another fiction creature similar to elves called gnomes. It was said that there were sightings of them. Check this article out from fox news.
http://www.foxnews.com/story/0,2933,336750,00.html





Wouldnt it be creepy if they do live among us?

This week pass really fast, and i am enjoying the normal school schedule than the attachment :D Squash competition is just 10 days away and i am not making good progress, sigh. I guess after this competition, i would have to decide whether to continue squash or focus on other stuff like my career path?

Anyway, had a great week. Thanks everyone who made this week a good one for me. I have no happenings for the next 2 days and guess i will use it to rest and walk around in the house.


I was not supposed to, but i couldnt help to leave you alone.

On the other note, School has started quite well.
Finally its back to the normal schedule where there are 10.10am lessons with 10 mins grace. No more 9am on the dot or what so ever. I love the 10 mins grace :D

Its good to have the school packed with students once again and seeing friends around. Misses that type of feeling. Thanks to the 6 months TEP in an empty school. TEP result should be around the corner. I aint looking forward for it, i can roughly estimate my grade at giordano after sleeping, eating, slacking and dancing in the store. Unless none of that was caught by the five CCTVs in the store.

So far so good academically, cos its only 2 days. There will be more to come (:

Tomorrow is the start of a new semester again.
Got to find back my motivation to study and refresh myself on my life path.
I will be taking 8 modules next semester, its a new challenge (:

New class,
New environment,
& New classmates.

and it will be more competitive than my previous class.
Jia you Alex (:

Teaching Enterprise project attachment has finally came to an end. All the memories made at BSC & Giordano will be with me. Strangers at first but friends in the end, this is how amazing how life is (:

Saw this quote somewhere:

Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules, then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.